What the..this time really sian...can't even pick myself up..

[ Approx. 1500hrs]

Dogfight. 1 on 1. U go in, i oso go in...u win, I die. Urghh..I'm down. the bulding has been hijacked

I was left stranded, alone. With shaking legs, I hauled myself. Paralysed. hurt. inside out. Skinned heart.
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Recently...i noticed something about this world...
The world that revolves around me...
Some people are rather shockingly blind...
They wear sunglasses.
Walking without their sticks.
Don't want to, but have to.
Cant do, but have to.
Want to, dunno how to.
what crap am I writing...
hahaz..true lar..just that its..figuritve?
All sorts of people.
From almost all directions.
Suddenly come up and charge at me.
Today got alot.
Nearly went out of control.
Actually got lar..hahaz..too bad...
I don't know whats happeing to me.

i'm so distraught.

Mission failed.

i failed to climb out of the pit.

but i survived.

I see the light.

Wonder when can i reach it.

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