Still in Singapore. Though I really could use some time-out. Away from Singapore. Away from school.


I guess I'll just list what has been on my agenda for the past weeks.


1. NCC Day Dinner:
So far this is the last time I saw Sgt Eric. Now he's Mr Eric. No more No.4. No more NCC. Hahahaz. Wishing him all the best in his future and stay KILAT all the way eh! Hope to see him soon too. Somehow. LOL

2. Camp Feast (Part A):
Took care of kiddies. Worked with newbies. HAHA. No offence arh to the 55th people. LOL. Anyway, its a little different from previous CFs. A little more difficult to manage but overall its okay I suppose. Oh and I really appreciate the PA system HQ plugged at the canteen. Now at least there's some entertainment. And some volume advantage. No need to shout like some sick ass dog. LOL.

3. JXSP by E2 Matrix:
A short camp in school. Power pack sia. This camp cover 2 days of the week. Then, go home for one night and came back to school for another stretch of camping days(i.e SME subcom camp). This camp okay la. Logistic member. So its quite slack arh. Anyways, it was good working with Chin Hong. Funny guy. Hahaha.

4. SME subcom camp:
Organizer for this camp. Don't want to say much. It was tiring I must say. Discovered alot of things. Saw true colours. Kinda colourful la. Anyway, in someway I did enjoyed myself. That's a relief. For the camps in school, can't forget the suppers and early breakfasts I had. Hahahaz. Though I was damn tired to even eat. Got once I was already half-sleeping at the eating table. LOL. Not because the food took too long to arrive. Its just that I'm too shagged. More to mentally shagged la. Hahaha. My mental capacity a bit cannot make it. LOL.



Then for the past week have been coming back to school pretty often. MP still not settled yet. Still got work to do. Anyway, fasting ending next week. I feel its pretty fast this year. I guess its due to the activities that filled my calendar.


Not feeling very happy sometimes these few days. :( Don't know what to do. We humans should learn how to listen and be less selfish(not in terms of materialistic stuff). Haiz. Understand and Compromise. That's the skill you guys need. And I need the skill to address this issue to you guys. But how?

I'm getting tired. Nevertheless I still need to move and continue.

I keep thinking and dreaming of having a dream team. But so far haven't see the people yet.


Till next time readers.
Enjoy life!
Cheers to life! :)

Back from camp.


To all Sea and West C/Offrs involved, I thank you guys and girls a hell lot for the support and co-operation given. Frankly speaking, I was surprised that we were able to work together pretty well without much conflict. Cheers to the times to come when we might work together as one again. And if there's anything that I had failed to accomadate to, accept my apologies yeah.

Given my capability and personal state at that period of time, I guess that was all I could give. I tried my best to steer myself towards professionalism and I suppose I was 50% there.

Not forgetting the NSFs who provided their support too. Especially in dealing with the cases throughout the 3 days. Seriously, I think this course has serious issues man. Problems keep rolling in like meatballs rolling down conveyor belts. I'm just glad all of it are taken care of. And it would be impossible without you guys around, being our brothers covering each other's backsides.

And finally to all cadets, congratulations to all. All the best for your future.

Sincerely from,
your OIC.



The camp was yet another whole new experience for me. Being at a new position in a new course. A course that I had not attended before. There were definitely lots to learn and I believe I deserve a pat on my back on how I managed to control my raging emotions.

I read the appraisals written by the cadets. And I find it true and shall improve myself on that if I have the chance. That is, to interact more with the cadets so that they can get to know me better. I agree that I didn't spent much time with you guys and girls. Hardly mixing around. Its just sad la. I wish I was more prepared and was given a more favourable situation so that I can do the above. During the course, I did have things to take care of but I was sure that there was some time for me to go around and mingle with you people.


Anyway, my time in NCC is running short. I hope to enjoy the rest of my life here.


Secret: I was in some sort of an emotional turmoil during the course. Feeling fucking emo and all. Tired not due to physical work but due to mental and emotional exercise. Hopefully, my facial expression didn't give way. Feelings. They are damn lousy when it comes to mannerism. Why in hell can't they knock before coming in? And to you, I wish I could. I am binded by both self and external policies. The rules that sat on me were tight and there was nothing much I can do. I wish I could have bluetooth-ed what I felt to you. But well, that's just ridiculous eh. Oh wells. Just as always. Come. Tear. Go. Sickening.