After my project meeting today I went to watch I Am Legend with Fizah and Willy. It was a pretty great movie I guess. But pretty saddening and thought provoking too. What I like about movies that stars Will Smith is that there's always that tinge of humour. Subtle and enough. Swee...


Had dinner at Ramen Ten after waiting for KS. And they actually forgot our order. -__-" That kinda pissed me off but then I was too hungry and tired to be angry. Just lost the appetite to eat but nevermind. The food was so-so I guess. But I suppose the movie earlier and the company made up for it. And after eating had tummyache again. Oh wells.


I don't know why but I'm having second thoughts of going for class gathering. Maybe because I've this thinking and feeling that not many will turn up. And in the morning there's West outing at Sentosa. Great. Money. Money. Money.


Feeling a little irritated these days. Project is only so-so. Holidays are ending soon. Once school re-open there's gonna be a quite rush of things and I heard that Monday is half day. Like what the F____. Whatever la...


I just feel like shouting out loud. F____ Y__!!!


Ok I'm off to experimenting some project thingy or probably go sleep la. Tomorrow is another round. Inevitable. Still need to do ppt. Bleah.


Chill out. Just take a break and...listen?

Ok, not that I'm not enjoying my hols but then I've got projects to complete and frankly, I'm not quite sure if I/we can complete it. Oh wells, will make it simple yet sharp and impactful. And a week of I-thought-I-can-slack-through will become otherwise.

Today, spent almost the whole day out looking for camera and I'm satisfied with my purchase. Cheap la but it fulfills my needs so its a thumbs up. Anyway, in the midst of getting one, encountered some bad tummy ache which I've never ever felt in my life. Luckily I could reach home on time. I think I'm having some sort of mild diarrhoea. Hope I feel better for the coming days or else I'm in deep shit. Especially the project.

And my cousins are here to stay for the night. Yeah, adorable kids yet irritating at times.

Let me see.

Tuesday : Stay at home. Hope I'll fill my time doing productive stuff.
Wednesday : Project meeting. Most likely to occupy the whole day. And perhaps the coming
days as well.
Thursday : Meeting with H, W, KS for dinner. Before that, to NCC HQ. This shouldn't be
happening but well, shit happens.
Friday : Possibly project.
Saturday : Possibly project again.
Sunday : 4/3 dinner.


Ok la...not so tight a schedule, now that I've typed it out.

Oh holy cow shit. Now I remember. One more project! Rah!!! But this should be fun. It includes soldering. And I think if the guys wanna meet it will be on Thurday. Now THAT's bad. But stll can make it la...if not then have to compromise a bit here and there.



I guess it all boils down to how you want your life to be. Everyday, we have choices to make. And that choices we make, will determine our happiness. There are a hell lots of challenges in life. A hell lots of mountains to climb. And then comes the question, which mountain do YOU want to climb?

Definitely you can't do all. And definitely some have to be side stepped. Just ask yourself is the top worth the climb?

Define your own life. To hell with people's negative comments, trying to put you down and what not. You're not here solely to please them. You can't let them define YOUR life.


Jerks are meant to be ignored. Ignorance is a powerful tool.

Went out with my hockey peeps on Wednesday. Was there early so I went to look around at Borders and listen to some songs. Cool technology they have. Anyway, finally met Grace and Pradap and went to get the tickets first.


Was to watch Golden Compass at first but because some of the guys were late, we had to get another movie which is National Treasure! Damn good la...Well, I expect it to be because the first one was. I find the President's secret book to be interesting. And the man himself is cool. And yeah. Its worth the money, though we didn't really pay for the tickets. LOL.


After the movie, walked to Cine from Lido and man, I hate the crowd, though I know that's not the full strength yet. Weaved in and out and finally reached our destination. Had dinner there and headed home soon after.


Yep. Just another short post.

Met the guys at school's A380 cockpit. Was supposed to discuss on our project but we were hungry so we hopped down to Mensa for early lunch. I bought chendol for dessert and it tasted horrible. Well what do you expect of a 60 cents chendol, rite? Anyway, after that went back to library and started to think again on our project.


After a while, I was bored and then I played with Ben's phone. Accidentally pressed something and suddenly the music of Sean Kingston's Beautiful girls filled the air. And almost instantaneously the group sitting behind me sang to the song. LOL. Kinda funny while it lasted.


And then at around 2 we decided to call it a day and made our way to Tampines central. Eventually decided to follow Marcus and John to Sim Lim. Its been a rather long time since I went there and I need to check out some stuff too. And voila! 15 is still working there. Plus, it turned out to be John's friend! LOL.


Anyway, after Nat(new friend!) arrived we went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks! Hahaha...damn good movie except that the ending is a bit disappointing. I find it a little too sudden and short. But overall it was good!!! Would love to catch it again. And yeah, they're damn cute alright. Hahaz... :D


That's all for today. Hope to have sports class gathering soon. I think Tuck Wen is organizing. :)

You know how they always say, good things must share? Haha...at least that's what me and my friends say to each other at times.


It was a last minute plan to go and send off the Bruneians this morning. Even though I did felt kinda tired and lazy in the morning, I decided to go because who knows when I'll be able to see them again? Plus, they told me on msn that they were coming so yeah, at least show them that I remembered them la...lol. Didn't manage to spend time with them so this is the least I could do. Seeing them off on their last day.


First paper today was terrific. Seriously. No sarcasm. Like what J said, it really happened. Most of us only took about half the time to complete the paper. By half an hour almost half the class is empty. LOL. It was kinda easy. Perhaps that's because I went through my work a lot of times. Anyway, am very happy with the paper. Hope to get A lo...


And I got a new phone today. Went to TM to upgrade. K630i. My last Sony Ericsson phone was a T630 which is about 3 years back. 630 huh? What a coincidence.


And the last good thing that happened today was I saw 5!!! After the paper, it was fate that made it possible...LOL And we made a big u turn just so that we could see her longer and clearer. HAHA. Mischief at play.


That's about it for now. Hols will be a good break and also a good time to settle all the piling projects. Yeah. Can't wait for next semester. OCP. :)

The other day when I went for Friday prayers, I was reminded again of something that irritates me. Almost every time before the prayers start, we would be reminded to switch off or turn our mobiles to silent mode so that it will not disturb us during praying time. And almost every time too that I hear a ringtone coming from within the mosque. This just shows how ignorant can people be huh.


I feel like I'm put onto a spot where its a lose-lose situation. If I come back and try to do something, things will most probably get ugly and I don't think the situation will get any better. On the other hand, there's no one else who will do something about it. Yes, I have decided to "wash my hands" off it but not entirely. My last hope. Is the juniors. What I wish to do is to come back whenever I can only to help my juniors. Give them the right stuff when they are young and hopefully, they will be able to take care of themselves when they proceed on.


Frankly speaking, it was a waste of my time to go there. The usual shit. The usual nonsense. What's been said is like "duh!" and seriously, it was a typical "talk cock sing song no action" kinda thing. The whole thing was not beneficial to anyone. And so much for leading them into the correct path. No substance. Only nonsense. Unnecessary.


Haiz...How I wish I can find people who share similar thoughts and mindset. Even if its 1 person its already good enough.


Soccer tomorrow. 1st paper on Tuesday. Hell.


Munajat Cinta
By Ahmad Dani

Malam ini, ku sendiri,
tak ada yang, menemani,
seperti malam-malam,
yang sudah, sudah

Hati ini, selalu sepi,
tak ada yang, menghiasi,
seperti cinta ini,
yang s’lalu, pupus

[Chorus:]
Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,
kekasih yang, baik hati,
yang mencintai aku,
apa adanya

Mawar ini, semakin layu,
tak ada yang, memiliki,
seperti, aku ini,
semakin, pupus


Decorate my life.

0628. That was the time I saw when I woke up. Startled, I jumpd out of bed and already planned to get out of the house in 15 mins time. Surprisingly, I wasn't that kan chiong and that allowed me to get things into place. I was late for school but not that bad la. Perhaps about 10-15 mins?

Anyway, I got another surprise when I entered class. I got back my NetFund Quiz marks and scored 9/10. Wohoo. Nevertheless, I know myself that I wasn't that confident of my answers so there's still work needed to be done.

Lesson ended an hour later. Slacked at the library watching Discovery channel. It was so comfortable that we decided to skip the rest of the day's lectures. Imagine skipping lessons during the week before term tests. LOL.

Circumcision was the main highlight throughout our stay there. It was a documentary on circumcision in Malaysia. I just got to realise how the guys feel about it. I mean those who don't have to go through it. Even though I told them, anesthetic would be given to ease the pain, my friends still think its kinda scary. Hahaz... Well, been there done that. And looking back at it, its not that bad afterall. We had fun watching because the guy in the documentary was scaring the young boys away saying stuff like using chainsaws and that if you go clinic they would use hammer instead. LOL.


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I don't understand why I've come to such a point or rather a state. A state whereby my feelings for this certain group of people are being very fluid. I've come to question myself. Can love be shared? It is a condition I've never thought of having to deal with. Its very weird and at times worrying. Worrying because there seems to be a 'playboy' element in the issue. To make it simple, I'll rest on the following as to what is happening.

My heart is not able to decide and stay on someone.

Nevertheless, its not yet that complicated to sound the red alert. So I guess its still fine. Anyway, I've already promised to myself that this won't be my area of focus for the time being.

Still on the topic, I didn't manage to see her today. And I guess the time I saw her last Monday is the 'finale' for this year. Because this week is my last week of school. Hopefully still can see her next year. Because it lightens up the mood a bit. At least won't feel so sian in school. :)

Just to keep things straight, I'm not having serious feelings for anyone as of now. Though I still remember the past occasionally. I realized I've no choice but to live with it.




In tribute to no.5, a white rose.

Went for NCC 4th Dining in. Had problems before the event but it all ended pretty well. Thanks a lot to Clement for dragging me there. Almost didn't go. It was an eye opener, literally. Haha.



It was a pretty traditional kinda thing. And its very formal. For a person like me, I will evade all formalities as much as possible but for this, its different. I wanted to experience it while I still have the chance to because the next probable chance I have to attend a military dining-in would be if I complete OCS.


It was great meeting some old friends and I realized not alot of 51st CLTs were left active. And somehow this reminds me to treasure whatever time I have left with these people before I really go *POOF*. It is something that cannot be helped unless I give bo chap attitude towards my schoolwork.


Spent some time talking to the higher officers there. And talked a bit more to CPT David. Somehow after all the b****ing about him and stuff, I find him quite alright la...I don't find him that bad after all. Just know how he works and act accordingly. :)


Also managed to saw Wenting. 2nd white stripe already. Perhaps going to be commissioned pretty soon, maybe a few months to come. Wow. Just wish her all the best. And she's already gone airborne while in NCC. And she was from JJC. I wonder how she managed to pull such a stunt. Well, not impossible la come to think of it.


Alright, lets cut the crap and move on to photos! Aww...I still haven't receive the photo of the waitress. I told you it was an eye opener. ;)
































Me trying to be cheeky. LOL.





























51st CLTs!