12 February 2009

Today was the day I can finally let it go. The doubts. The grey areas. The hopes. It is not a bad thing per se. It's not a bad thing because finally feel that I can move on in life. I can finally decide. I can finally focus. Finally, I don't have questions that are left unanswered.

The word is ''finally''.

And it came at a good time too.

Now that I have other important things to attend to, I need not keep a tab on this one. I need not worry. I don't want to make the same mistake again; allowing this to hinder my progress in my academics.

The program is set.
Now, I just need to follow accordingly.

Above was all about the ''technicalities'' as I would put it.
Now, comes the feeling part.

It's high time to put my expertise into action. My strength. And that is, ignorance. I know very well that the feelings are present. But I can't let it live. Now that the picture is clear, I am given the green light to hide it, bury it. In other words, ignore it. I have to ignore it because it wouldn't do me any good otherwise. Instead, it will destroy whatever I've built so far. Especially the friendship. Not only will it have negative effects on me, but also to those around me.

Tonight will be the night,
That I'll leave this point.
Tonight will be the night,
That I say goodbye.

Thanks Hanz for sharing the info. If not for you, I will still be unsure of things.
I hope you'll find the answer to your question.
Let's hope for a good future ahead.
Let's smile this through. :)