turning the table
Thanks to some things I'm finally extracted and digged out from the soil of misery. Really needed it. Really appreciate it. But I'm still pretty weak spiritually. They just keep coming, hot on my heels. Looking from above, I don't know what they are really for sure. Unidentified.
Was kind of happy with the defence on last Friday's match against the SCSS. We managed to put in 3 goals. Defence kept their shape. Very solid and organized. Despite the win, I'm still not that happy. I mean, our attackers are quite weak. They rarely convert chances into goals. I can't say anything much because I don't really know what's the underlying problem. Whatever it is, I hope we'll make it through the quarter finals. But my goal is, to fight to the very end. Even though I am only a defender. When the time comes, I'll eventually receive the unstoppable attacks of powerhouses.
The situation now is really unexpected. It surprises me a lot. I'm not really prepared for this. So now everything inside me is running helter-skelter trying to sketch out any possible plans. I have to face it. That's what I want. Face it. I'm aiming to be like that, once I set out something I'll do it. Didn't expect you to knock the door of my heart. I know that my actions are making you feel. I don't know...but its my nature to be like that. I put on facades sometimes. Its kind of automatic. I'll work around it somehow. I appreciate it. Just want to let you know that I feel the same way as you do. I'll figure something out. There's a lot for me to handle now. I'll think it through proper when the time permits. I don't want to make cursory moves or decisions. In the interim, just know that I like you, still. Didn't expect this. I hope this settles you down. Just believe that its you.
I don't know why but some things just drive me nuts. But now, I have figured out some, I don't feel that bad. But I'm still in bad shape. I'm going to do this. Separate them into different 'worlds'. So that one will not affect the other. I hope what I do in the future will be right. Unhurtful, I’m not too sure. But I'll do my best.
::: Brain dead :::
Was kind of happy with the defence on last Friday's match against the SCSS. We managed to put in 3 goals. Defence kept their shape. Very solid and organized. Despite the win, I'm still not that happy. I mean, our attackers are quite weak. They rarely convert chances into goals. I can't say anything much because I don't really know what's the underlying problem. Whatever it is, I hope we'll make it through the quarter finals. But my goal is, to fight to the very end. Even though I am only a defender. When the time comes, I'll eventually receive the unstoppable attacks of powerhouses.
The situation now is really unexpected. It surprises me a lot. I'm not really prepared for this. So now everything inside me is running helter-skelter trying to sketch out any possible plans. I have to face it. That's what I want. Face it. I'm aiming to be like that, once I set out something I'll do it. Didn't expect you to knock the door of my heart. I know that my actions are making you feel. I don't know...but its my nature to be like that. I put on facades sometimes. Its kind of automatic. I'll work around it somehow. I appreciate it. Just want to let you know that I feel the same way as you do. I'll figure something out. There's a lot for me to handle now. I'll think it through proper when the time permits. I don't want to make cursory moves or decisions. In the interim, just know that I like you, still. Didn't expect this. I hope this settles you down. Just believe that its you.
I don't know why but some things just drive me nuts. But now, I have figured out some, I don't feel that bad. But I'm still in bad shape. I'm going to do this. Separate them into different 'worlds'. So that one will not affect the other. I hope what I do in the future will be right. Unhurtful, I’m not too sure. But I'll do my best.
::: Brain dead :::