So worked overtime on last saturday...i had a choice to go and i went because I've been taking a handful of half-days recently...so the overtime is like to payback....not for the time...but for the money...hehex...


Anyway...met Man and Im on the next day to go to malaysia...we rode there at around noon...hmm...my first time going to malaysia by motorbike...its kinda cool...and faster too...we went to a workshop because they were some repairs to be made...and ya...my first time going to a workshop too...the guys there are pretty cool...but frankly, i'm more into cars than motorbikes...but anyway...spent like more than 2 hrs der...i nearly rot....and ya...just spent the time der looking at them reparing the bikes....and looking at the road for cars...malaysia is really different from Singapore....their cars are awesome...in singapore...u can't see much of those...singapore government is just too strict...


So after that, went to the area at City Square....and ya...got a lot of cds and i bought afew plus a pair of jeans....the clothes there are pretty nice but sadly, i didn't bring enough money to spent...might be going there again..


And then we had a meal at a coffeeshop before heading back home... I was quite tired la...cuz i didn't really had enough sleep....so when i reached home..i just conked out....pretty tired and sleepy now too...zzzzzzzzz.....


and then took a half day AGAIN today to collect uniforms from ncc hq....went early with clement...i need to cause i have to rush back to work after that...so ya....a lot of things to bring back...so much for going there with almost an empty backpack....and its going to be my first time wearing the no.1 uniform....SUPPOSED to be my second but a few years back...some mutherfarking nuts came up with some bloody stupid reason not to let us take the GOH....oh wells...that was like so looooooooongggggggg ago.....forget about it....


The No 1. is really spectacular lo...even the most ugly person can look pretty comely in that suit...very trim and smart....and I like the no 3. set too....looks cool....i prefer the long sleeve one though...so after everything was settled, went back home...like some karung guni man....haha....oh ya...met kenny, the one from tp...and got to know another guy from tp....but he's from design school unlike me and kenny from engineering...


so basically that's all...will be pretty busy..might not have the time to blog....oh yar...there's going to be some grad. ceremony for the CLT course...so if anyone would like to come....just tag me..or sms or wadeva...u want to snail mail also can....no charges...just come...the details are not confirmed though...once i get to know...i'll just post it...the ceremony is somewhen on the 21 april or somewhen around tt time...


till next time...bye...zzzzzzzz

You know what? I've just chance upon a pretty, very needed and inredibly incredible miracle.


Let me tell you my the story about it...


I was scared to the wits (sometimes) after having gotten into TP. I'm like...will I be able to survive socially? I'm like treading on other people's turf with no one familiar beside me. ALONE from the WEST side...how great can that be? Anway...back to the miracle...as you might have known..I'm going for the CLT course and then it clashes with my orientation what-so-ever...at first...I was damn frustrated...like breaking down the wall that kind...because I wanted to really go for both...completeing the full programmes...but then I have come to a decision and that moment was like...dunno wad to say...


U c..during the CLT course briefing last saturday...I was looking through the nominal roll to sign my name in...and as i was flipping through it..i saw this guys's name with beside it the two-letter word, TP. I was like..ok...heng...mayb can get in touch with that guy...so after everything...went home...still thinking about what to do and suddenly, I thought, mayb I could e-mail the course commander and asked him abt that TP guy..btw...his name is kenny....and so....finally just now...I got to talk to him on msn...because I had gotten his e-mail from the course commander...and yeah....I now have a friend in TP!!!...and we're going to the course together and for the orientation on only the first day...to clear some admin work...so I find this like a blessing...it's just so cool....i don't have to be afraid of being there alone anymore...that's not all...he's also in the same course as me!! THAT is a plus point...so yeah...really have to thank god for this....


Other than that issue, I have one more regarding work....a new guy came in yesterday...he was waiting for NS and ya...wait I'm trying to say is...he got sent to prison I think for drugs and fighting before...he only completed his o lvls with 3 passes....and ya...he looked ok to me but ya...looks can be deceiving...but he is ok la...can talk to him and all...not the rowdy rowdy type...as long as I treat him nicely..i think he'll do the same...though this is not applicable to everyone...initially, i was like thinking whether to ask him why he went to prison but in the end, just plucke up my courage to just ask...ya la...who knows he might get angry and just bash me up....plus he and me were the only ones at the far end of the warehouse..so ya la..my balls were shaking when i asked him...just hope that he'll be fine and hopefully turn onto a new leaf...start afresh or something...didn't see him today anyway....dunno what happened...


Took half day AGAIN.....for medical check up...at jurong east...the SATA clinic on level 4...a lot of other poly students also taking the check up....nothing new...except for the x-ray...first time taken one...pretty funny....then the usual ones...eye test...colour blindness...urine test...


ya...basically that's all lor....btw....just want to say...the process of enroling into poly is pretty troublesome seh...got forms to sign...need photocopies of documents...the medical checkup...still got online registration....ya...pay this pay that...haha...its easier to go into jc lo....lolx...

Woke up this morning and went to Amoy Quee camp for CLT course briefing....took the mrt but had to stop at jurong east cuz I realised, if i were to take mrt all the way, I'm gonna be late....so was forced to flag a cab but was still late... but not so bad....haiz...


Pretty unucky day today...haha...firstly, obviously I was late but escaped detection for some reason so didn't really kena...the problem was...I was not appropiately attired...wore polo t and shorts and sandals...


Whenever in any army camp....WEAR AT LEAST LONG PANTS AN SHOES AND TUCK IN!!!!....


I was like uh-oh...i'm gonna get screwed...yeah..and everyone was like looking at me lo...thinking...how in hell did this guy can go into camp??!! Alamak....paiseh sia...lucky never kena..nut i think kena marked....anway...saw clement,najibul and winston...all going for the same course so ya...not so lonely if i'm going....made 2 new friends today....new friend 1. Doo Foo...err..hope I spelt tt correctly...new friend 2. Bah Van...hope tt's not wrong too...and then went to MPH to take attendance..then this SAF Officer asked me about attire...luckly they are nice...let me off...but dunno la...mayb they blacklist me already....sian...hahaz...


And then guess what? I'm in Platoon 1. The Commanding Officer is the guy who spotted me in my too casual attire...how suay can I be??!!! Sad case...oh yar...his name is 2LT Ye Jingwei..then got two more SAF officers...2LT Zulfarhan and 2LT Firdaus....actaully they doing NS lo...so currently I think they're attached to NCC...


Throughout the briefing....stressed like wanna shit already seh...ya la...inappropiate uniform what...just wanted to get out of camp....so after the briefing, went to Causeway Point to eat with the guys...kinda impromptu...got to know more new things and yeah...looking forward to goin for the course....


but...


The course clashed with poly's orientation programme!!! Wah seh....how??!! need to do something lo...obviously have to strike ome balance....shit manz....why suddenly all happen in the same week? arghh!!! Too bad la...have to bring in my managemnet skills...


The poly package that they sent through mail..is really scary...headache sia...a lot of things to look into...feel like enrolling into some uni...its like you have to be independent and proactive lo...its like situational exercises....if you sit there and wait for things to happen go poly sure cannot make it...want to go in also you might not be able to....


Got this form la....that form la...go this website la...collect this la....register that la...so many things...if go JC, wah....shake leg....all these admin stuff no need to really care....but I think its good la...you know...get to have a taste of being self-relient and not just follow through....things these days are forcing me to think, decide and execute....can't pay much attention to emotions and have to be firm and be rational....


Anway, read Tuck Wen's blog earlier about hockey...won't say much la..but...hockey is a TEAM game....one person slogging to make the team become better is NEVER possible....in fact, even if only one teammate is slacking, its going to bring the whole team down no matter how much effort the rest of the team put in...that is the nature of a team sport...everyone matters...what I'm trying to point out is..which you guys would most probably know already...is that, when a team wins a game...it doesn't mean, YOU'RE good...it's the TEAM that's good...when a team loses, it doesn't necessarily mean, YOU'RE lousy.... the results obtained reflects the TEAM....of course sometimes people make huge mistakes but hey, is it solely that player's fault? Personally, I don't think so. Every individual player's performance is the TEAM's responsibility....plus of course his or her own responsibility....the main point is...even if you have the best striker or goalkeeper or any other position for that matter, but if the rest doesn't click with you be it in terms of communication, style of play or what so ever, the team will crumble...the thing is, hardwork is not the only factor in winning games...hardwork alone does not determine a win but yet it is a requisite. Scorelines reflect the team's performance but not the individual player.


Song time!!! Haha....this time it will be a song by Michael learns to rock..


[thats Why you go away]



Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion

I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know


Hahaz..nice classic song...i think the older love songs are more powerful..somehow, they're able to bring out the emotions and all...unlike modern days..the love songs...after a while will spoil...like bread...lemau...


Aisay man....forget to talk about the taxi driver la...the one who drove me to Amoy Quee...i'll just summarise whatever I can remember la...in point form...


1. Talk about education.
2. Talk about his children and educaion
3. Talk about society( girls and guys relationship...BGR things..)
4. Talk about ang mohs

So ya...basically that's it...


Syamil signing outz...

The excitement level in life is escalating...schedules are going to be quite tight I guess and yeah...it's almost time to go beyond my own turf...( btw, I like wheat grass drink..the yeo's brand one at least )...so yeah...just glad that at last things are kinda getting brighter...


Yesterday, took another half-leave...Sam is a moron seh...half day? Can...but must go at 12:30...What kind of fuck up shit is that? Stupid...damn stupid...btw Sam is my supervisor...I asked around and the workers said there's no such thing lo...half day means you come in after lunch which is at 1 or leave at lunch which is at 12...that guy ah...if can ah, i'll break his other leg so he'll walk like a crab...arghh....what a moron..


Anway...I stopped working at 12 and then slacked around till 12:15 before finally getting my things and head out...walked to the back gate and damn it, it's locked...so had to walked all the way back to the front gate....under the blazing sun...and walked one big round to the bus stop....wah..already perspiring when reached the bus stop....then, initially wanted to take 106 but then found out that can take 173 cuz both goes to bukit batok interchange...so minutes later 173 came and so i boarded it...wah..perspiring already then saw this pretty lady...perspired even more..hehex...i was like very clumsy when boarding the bus lo..cuz didn't expect it to reach so soon...i was handling my mp3 while taking out my wallet with the other hand and board the bus lo...


anyway....


173 took a very damn long route to bb interchange lo!!! Wtf? From toh tuck it turns into a private residential...pass by bukit timah primary...pass by millenia institute...turn right at a junction towards beauty world...and then could see bukit timah hill...and after a while went into hillview area and then pass by haikal's house..then..it didn't like went straight to bb interchange lo...it made a big round and went to ITE Bukit Batok and out again before finally making a turn towards bb interchange....sian lor...could have reached a bit earlier..haha..btw...was late for more than an hour...hhz....


wah...then go swensens at west mall to meet up with the class..before i entered the place, out of a sudden this old chinese lady approached me from my left and started speaking chinese to me!!! Wth? Do I look like a chinese? Don't think so....all i could afford to do was to show some hand signals...then she went off..still talking... -__-....dotz lo....and when i stepped in..i was like very overwhelmed by the nuber of people that turned up lo...really...didn't expect a large turnout...it was like so cool with 4/3 occupying a long stretch of tables...damn nice...was happy that at last, could see some bond in the class and that everyone misses everyone else...yeah...really...so then took a seat and hey, opposite me was Pei Yan...long time no see sia...then of course I started teasing her already her lor...calling her earthquake and all...cause the girls on my right was sharing an earthquake ice cream...so ya...I didn't know what to order cause frankly, as far as i could remember, i've never ate at swensesn's in my entire lifetime...so yar..the only thing I know is that they sell ice cream and it's damn ex. but then, some nice person passed me the menu..i think it was fizah la..can't remember...and yeah..started flipping thru...don't know what to choose and after two rounds of plain water, then i decided to take my order: and ice house...ok la...i dunno why i chose that in the first place lo..anyhow hentam...first taste of an ice cream from swensens..hahaz... after that...talk talk talk..went out and took pics and camped at the area outside sportslink...after a while..everyone started drifting off and i guess that was it....


then played soccer with some guys and ya...enjoyed myself alot...haven played for a hell long of a time...so ya....I was like among the last to go.... irfaan called tho...asking me if I wanted to play soccer at ntu...but well, was playing soccer at bb and ya..couldn't make it...


so that was yesterday...


and today..or rather...a few hours ago....went to have dinner with fizah, willy and ks...it's cool...felt like just before the o lvls minus the stress..can say that we were happy to see each other lo...haha...had dinner at banquet and then went off to library....just for fun...because it was just open la...so ks brought up the idea...and ya..talked crap again and waied until we get shooed off by the librarian at 9...went below to the community centre and sat there and talked...and finally after much pressure frm fizah, we walked out of the building...hahaz... :P


Oh yar...the toot toot despatch sucks lar...suppose to collect my timesheet but then dunno where he went...how to get my pay like that? so just now had to make my way down to cpf bulding to the agency's office to drop off the time sheet...i thought no one was in but then saw this pretty girl inside and luckily she saw me and then she walked out to take my timesheet....she asked "just giving the timesheet right? nothing else?"...so i said ya...as per normal...and went off...i was like blur sotong lo...cause...pretty mah...i was like..dunno la..haha..should have replied, " oh yar...one more thing...can i have ur number? " haha...toots la...just kidding....she was on her phone anyway....


talking about pretty girls...seen quite a few since yesterday...haha..at least more than norm...got this 3 ladies from my workplace..can say chio la....but then one is kinda plump..or fat...wadeva..not so fat la...but...aiya...then the next one is hmm...body wise ok..pretty but smokes...so diao...another one beautiful also..fair skin..nice smile....but then i think got boyfriend already liao...or engaged or something....the only chance to see them is during lunch at the canteen so ya....haha..juz see la...but no touch...


received my poly package thingy..inside my letter box still...according to my parents...tomrrow then i'll take it...i'm alone at home now..family went off to chalet..father working...and yeah...enjoying the 'fredom'...haha...


and somewhen last month, wrote this sort of 'poem'...just for the beloved 4/3


WE


We walked to the same school.
We studied in the same room.
We don on the same uniform.
On our left collars, the flame shines on.


We breathed the same air.
We listened to the same voices.
We ran on the same path.


But...


We, is a were now.


As our dreams take flight.
We each flew to our own horizons.
We each forgive one another.
We each pray for one another.


As we carry on wth our own lives.
We are reminded of one another.
We are missed ny one another.
We are yearned by one another.


So, is we still a were?


The bearings of our existence differs.
Miles apart we may be.
But we,
Are still a we.
Because of the simple fact that we,
Are from 4/3



For all 4/3ians...i would like to dedicater this son by michael jackson...remember...you're not alone.... :)


"You Are Not Alone"



Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far awayI am here to stay

But you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone'Lone, 'lone

Why, 'lone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far awayI am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin

'And girl you know that I'll be there

I'll be there

You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far awayI am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

Aries Man

He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. [ Really? I hope so..]
He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. [ Oh yes, isn't life like that? With moments of fun, laughter and joy of course ]
He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. [ what in hell are you talking about ]
He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. [Dunno leh..at times maybe..ok la..trying to..haha]
Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. [I wish..]
He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion.You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling. [ Hmm..hmmm....hmmmmmmmm...no comments. haha...]
You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. [man..that's like so selfish..]
Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. [ok la..can accept that la...]
He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often. [ well, still living with parents...im ALWAYS there for them...what do yo expect, living under one roof what..]
He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. [ SLIGHTLY shy..sure r not...wahahahaha... ]
He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. [Probably la...probably...]
He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective method for exploiting his power.
It is although he is borne to be a leader. [That's what I like to hear..hehex ]
He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. [ workaholic??? go c my o level results then say lor...haiyar... ]
he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction. Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. [ wah..got so demanding one meh...maybe la...]
His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. [ only if i ahve the money lor...needs come before desires...]
He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments. [Of course ah...you think what do things free ah? Haha... :P ]
Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. [ OK..pretend you didn't read this...skip skip skip...next please...]
Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding. [ I tot say already what..]
This is the man who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. [Alrite!!!.that's the way to do it...can have 1001 gfs but a wife...only one..wahaha]
If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up" , you better forget him for good because he will never coming back. [ Ok gals...pay attention to that..hehex.. >_< ]
He always keep his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. [ That is so true...]
He hate people who is late for date or any appointment. [This is....ABSOLUTELY,CERTAINLY,DEFINITELY TRUE!!!!]
He like to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. [Hah? Not sure about this one lo...]
He does not like to compete with his girlfriend or his wife at work because competition already exist with himself and other people. [ Wah..heavy matter..tak leh angkat...]
He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. [ yeah..sure right..i'll be so damn proud about it.. ]
Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations. [sad la..but can't deny...]
He like a "Classy Woman" ,if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. [ Oi oi..what u talking? Where got.....? ]
Flashy type of woman , forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. [Haven't thought about that yet...]
He tend to be possessive.[ excuse me..watch waht ur saying please..thank you..]
He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead. [ Err..confirm with my family members can?]
He like to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. [ Wah..this can't do..ur way over the line my boy...]
If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. [ well, guess so..]
He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right! [ Huh? what should you do ah? I blur liao la]
if u want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. [ well said..good job..]
He likes a kind hearted woman , polite and can get along with his family. [ Another good one..]
When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. [ haha..ya lor..don't leave me lor...pleaseee? hahaha..]
Kind words and your smile will win him overso this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm. [ wah seh, what is tt suppose to mean? grrrr...]


Haha...got this from an e-mail by fizah...well, as usual...not everything is right...thx fizah for the mail..

Took have ady toady after haikal called in the morning....me tucky him and alvin going to look for hoki sticks ....but sadly....the shop was kinda closed...and after hanging around at mustafa, head back home...its great to see tuck wen and haikal...hhaha..it feels very long...usually i'm not surrounded by peeps of the same kind...all adults already...married..but yet they welcomed me..haha..well that's cool...anyway..ya...had fun making noise especially with alvin around...

ok la...tomorrow got work...now do return sia...suay...they thought me how to do it this morning...so guess, i'm becoming like an all-rounder like that...so cool...haha...ok..was self-praising...what the hell..haha...

Received an sms from shahid this morning...to meet up. so then at 12 met him at je and we head to ntu to see how haikal is doing in the scrabble competition. It felt like a really long time een though its only been a month or so since the results were released. so we caught up with each other...talk about stuff and get to know how each other are doing. i've nothing much to offer..haha..i'm still WAITING...for school to start...geting really impatient...hahaz..


Actually, I'm waiting for april...then I can go for CLT course and then hopefull be allowed to go to the freshmen camp...very suay lor...cuz these two events clashed...sucks man...hopefully some miracle will happen...yeah..i'll try to sort it out...and then went off to banquet with shahid at jp and haikal went back to his competition after his break ended. During he braek we went into this sor of entertainment room...got tv and there's thsi table soccer so we played...actually we're not supposed to but hu cares!!! Had fun talking and laughing on all sorts of things...yeah..great time even though its kinda short....and then off we went for our seperate ways...then at jp while aeting, shahid keep asking me to get a girl...asking me if i have any ''targets'' yet...wheter they're ''locked on or not"...haha..wait la...see first lo...that one tiny stuff lo...in poly sure got a lot of people what...that one later later then tok...when got good assets to grab, then I share okay? haha...not bothering about that...jsut see how things go forst on my new poly...whee....really can't wait...hhhaha...

ya then went window shopping for a while and man...puma shoes are nice...really..but ex liao..haha..and then went to toys r us...damn cool...haha..just walk around see all the toys...reminded us of our childhood days...haha...

Ok la...i think that's it for now...wah...jc people go holiday ah...i still need to go work ....bleah...hahahaz....have fun guys!!!

Much things have taken place since the last entry.... work is becoming pretty tough...actually I think its just me...oh wells don't bother about that...


Some highlights which I can think of....let me see...


There was this day when some people came to the warehouse to take pictures...don't know for what purpose...then unlucky me to be spotted by them to take pictures....basically candid pictures...just stand there and pretend to do work...well, pretending...my forte..haha...especially when I want to appear not lazy....wahahaha...


And yes...got a few chances of driving the f**klift...its the closest I can get to driving a car...man...the feeling is just sheer shiok...too bad its not that fast... I can't drive too fast anyway...R was around....if anything happens he'll be responsible....so I ahve to be responsible too to keep him out of trouble....


S is really getting irritating...and E too....here are the string of events which have been keeping my mood kinda down for this week...oh yes, hav I mentioned it? Its March... superstituosly, its during this period when bad things starts to happen... I already receive some of it...I don't really believe in it anyway..so yeah...whatever...hahahahaz....


Oh yeah...the stupid things that happened for the past week...on Monday....err...can't remember what it was....nevermind...on Tuesday...that petty S scolded me and J for taking a long break...dumb nut...what a faggot...it's not like its really long and its not like our job is not completed or delayed....won't elaborate...won't waste my time thinking about it...


Then comes Wednesday....reach home...try to fix the bloody Internet connection...tried for like 1 plus hrs...and in the end its just because of one single feature that I didn't look into...craps...that nearly drove me insane...had to do it that very night because sis needed to use...so I can't really postpone it...already so tired...


Then comes yesterday....wah....stupid man...orders keep coming in and everyone has to rush because of lack of planning by S and the ''kan chiongness'' of E....really boiled yesterday....and like that wasn't enough this morning E gave me one stupid big order as the first thing in the morning...'' Do this first''....fuck you la....chee bye


Ok...so that was some of the not-so-good stuff....lets shift to the brighter side of life...oh yeah...football's great...


Hmm...so last Friday went to town after work with Hanz...did some window shopping...its been years since I'm at Orchard at night...pretty cool... but both of us were kinda tired so we didn't really stayed there long...after that had an hour of pool at West Coast.... he gave me proper lessons on pool..and yeah...he's good...or rather the best I've seen so far...haha...I'm sure he agrees with me on that...and then while playing we met coincidentally with some NCC guys from our Spec. Course....its been really long and hey!!! They remembered my name!!! Hahaha...well that's because their company has this guy named ''Shamil"...haha....it was a wonderful short night...and yeah...me and Hanz had our fair share of fun oogling at pretty gals as they pass by....wahahhahah...oh ya...saw Orlinda...that gal from Singapore idol...


And one more thing I'm happy about is that my savings are going to be enough soon for me to buy my notebook...hope to get a relatively cheap and good one...perhaps and Acer or Dell...


And yeah...I shall officially declare that yesterday was the Evening with Evos...cool man...while going home from work, saw 3 evos... 1st up was this red evo 9 and I thouhgt oh..my gf...then second one came MINUTES later, a white one..red plate...the first evo with red plate for me...it was on the same bloody road lor...so LUCKY!!! ...and then boarded 99 and when the bus was somewhere near Chevrons...I saw another evo!!! This time its evo 8 but stilll...what the hell...3 evos in just about and hours? That is so rare!!! For me at least... :)


Oh...talking about cars, Cheryl, the Beetle pic is just for you...haha..as requested....I must say a Beetle is really suitable for ladies..or a Mini Cooper or if you want a much sporty one...the Mazda RX 8....splendid cars....


I'm now posted to Temasek Polytechnic...taking the Mechatronics course...might as well just mention it...since people will know anyway....


YES.....I KNOW its far...but hey, I have my reasons for going there....and I appreciate those who support me in my decision...those who think I'm stupid, well, you're the one with the problem, not me. Shall just list the reasons here...not according to any preference what-so-ever..


: Its one of the two poly's with a hockey pitch...hockey is part of my life now...

: It offers the course I want with the elective in aerospace...

: I infer that it's a pretty vibrant place. I want my life to be happy.

: It's academic structure is what I think and feel suits me best.

: The Bedok Reservoir which is under its charge is appealing to me.


Yeah, so basically thats it... why TP is my choice...


Hmm..guess I'll just stop here....


One more thing....got a letter from NCC.....going for the CLT course...ok lo...haha... :P


The foolowing is a song by Eminem...the highlighted parts are the words that sorta swimming in my heart :D ....It's entitled Superman...



Oooooh

You high baby

YeahYa'Talk to me

You want me to tell you something

Uh-huh I know what you want to hear...


Cause, I know you want me baby, I think I want you too

"I think I love you baby",

I think I love you too

I'm here to save you girl, come be in Shady's world

I want to grow together, let's let our love unfurl

You know you want me baby, you know I want you too

They call me superman, i'm here to rescue you

I want to save you girl, come be in Shady's world

"Ooooh boy you drive me crazy", bitch you make me hurl...


They call me superman, leap tall hoes in a single bound

I'm single now, got no ring on this finger now

I'd never let another chick bring me down, in a relationship

Save it bitch, babysit, you make me sick

Superman ain't savin' shit, girl you can jump on Shady's dick

Straight from the hip, cut to the chase, I tell a muthafuckin' slut, to her face

Play no games, say no names, ever since I broke up with what's her face

I'm a different man, kiss my ass, kiss my lips, bitch why ask

Kiss my dick, get my cash, i'd rather have you whip my ass

Don't put out, i'll put you out, won't get out, i'll push you out

Puss blew out, poppin' shit, wouldn't piss on fire to put you out

Am I too nice, buy you ice, bitch if you died, I wouldn't buy you life

What you tryin' to be my new wife, what you Mariah, fly through twice...


But I do know one thing though, bitches, they come they go

Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo'

Maybe i'll love you one day, maybe we'll someday grow

Till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin' runway ho'...


Cause I can't be your Superman

Can't be your Superman

Can't be your Superman

Can't be your Superman

I can't be your Superman

Can't be your Superman

Can't be your SupermanYour Superman, your Superman...


Don't get me wrong, I love these ho's

It's no secret, everybody knows

Yeah we fucked, bitch so what, that's about as far as your buddy goes

We'll be friends, i'll call you again, i'll chase you around every bar you attend

Never know what kind of car i'll be in, we'll see how much you'll be partying then

You don't want that, neither do I, I don't want to flip when I see you with guys

Too much pride, between you and I

Not a jealous man, but females lie

But I guess that's just what sluts do, how could it ever be just us two

I'd never love you enough to trust you, we just met and I just fucked you...


First thing you say, "I'm not fazed, I hang around big stars all dayI don't see what the big deal is anyways

You're just plain old Marshall to me

"Ooh ya' girl run that game"Hailie Jade, I love that name, love that tatoo, what's that say"

"Rot in pieces, uh, that's great"

First off you don't know Marshall, at all so don't grow partial

That's ammo for my arsenal, i'll slap you off that barstool

There goes another lawsuit, leave handprints all across you

Good Lordy whoadie, you must be gone off that water bottle

You want what you can't have, ooh girl that's too damn bad

Don't touch what you can't grab, end up with two backhands

Put anthrax on a tampax, and slap you till you can't stand

Girl you just blew your chance, don't mean to ruin your plans...



First, decide. Then, follow through...