I'll make today's entry short and sweet. I just need to jot it down. I want to grab as many meaningful memories as I can. It's something about..oh well..you'll get the idea.

I was very touched by that entry of yours. Then, i realised why I've come to like you so much. I used to say that I don't know why I like you but now I do...I didn't believe you could be such an understanding person. Not that I think that you're otherwise but I have this mindset that such people had actually extinct. I take it that you sacrificed for me. No one had done that to me before. At least people that i know of. Frankly speaking I prayed hard that you'll understand my situation and it looks like my prayers have been answered. You are the type of person that i'm looking for. One that can understand and help me to get along with life. To tell you the truth, i've never felt so sure of things before. This feeling...i felt completely sure about it. For once. i actually believe fully, wholly. And during CME lesson today, I believe your vow was sincere. Just to let you know, you're such a caring and nice person. Please stay this way throughout your life. You'll make a good wife.

This thingy had actually increased my love for God too. It suddenly made me realized that what brother Hatta said was true. When you love someone, you can atually increase your love and faith to god. I find it very beautiful. I was so thankful and relieved when i read your entry. Really, you're such an understanding person. I find the whole thing a whole new experience. Wow..this amazes me.On another note, this thingy had actually made me out to be more discipline too. You made me believe again. It is actually possible to focus and seperate things so that it won't affect one another. you taught me that. thanks a lot..

I actually want to talk things out..regarding the both of us..and I prefer to do it on one on one basis..i'm dying to. but then..i don't know..this is so complicated..one day, i really think that we should sit and talk things out. i hope that day will come.

Before i end off, this seems that i'm the one who is 'gaining' from this...as in everything is done my way..you know..like everything is done in my favour...if you need anything, just come to me. I'll be glad to help. if you need comfort, come to me. I hope we'll talk to each other soon...

::: Beautiful :::