One word to sum it all up for Sunday's game.



Confidence.



That's the biggest hurdle for me. I strike that down and the rest will come and fall into place. Be it for hockey or any other things. So where in hell do I find this confidence guy? I suppose only I can answer that question. And yeah, the lack of it is causing me to be very agitated.


Oh ya, one more thing. For this Sunday, I better wake up early and be there early. My cock-up in timing is still around. Basket-ball...

I thought yesterday was the end of it. The end of me coming across VERY ULTRA FUCKED UP drivers. Apparently not so. I can tell you Singapore breeds amongst the worst drivers that you'll ever see.


To the extent I have to use the word "fucked up" is how much drivers in Singapore sucks these days. Cutting lanes without signalling, parking at places where it blocks road traffics(paying road taxes doesn't entitled you to that okay) and the list goes on.


I was going to cross a road yesterday via zebra crossing and luckily I was aware enough to look for oncoming traffic. Indeed there was a car approaching and I expected it to stop. But being a fucked up driver he/she is, he/she just pass by. I should have just suddenly cross the road man and see how the fucking driver handles that. You got pass your driving license or not?! Driving a luxurious car doesn't mean you can anyhow drive okay... Your car big so what? Stupid MF.


And there was a next car behind the one mentioned above and this time I took the risk. Just walk. You don't care I can also don't care what. True enough the car didn't intend to stop because the driver braked quite hard before coming to a stop. Another stupid asshole losing the brain after getting the car license.


And then a few hours later, I was heading home. I took a bus and along the way, there was this car which just cut into the bus's lane causing the bus to brake suddenly. Another MF.


That all happened yesterday. For today, just a few hours ago, I was in a van. There was this part of the road where 2 lanes need to converge before going into a highway. And out of nowhere, a small hatchback driver force itself to cut in between a bus infront and the van I was in. Ok, maybe you don't understand half of what I'm saying. The main thing is, the driver was driving dangerously cutting tight lanes. Stupid SOB!


I'm really furious about this because it is due to this brainless people that others just lose their lives away. A vehicle by itself is not dangerous, even if it can accelerate from 0-100km at a split second or drive up to thousands of kilometers per hour.


It is not the car, it is the DRIVER.

I'll just do a quick update of my life now.

Went to HQ today to do some presentation on the Brunei trip. I like this kind of sharing sessions especially when there's not much of formalities and the likes. And yeah, it automatically put all of us that went onto reminiscing mode. Somehow, I felt different when looking at the pictures. It was a change of seating in my perspective. I felt that I had really enjoyed myself and that the whole course had done pretty good stuff on me. Was talking to one of the senior officers there and yeah, being more experienced people, they told me that whoever goes to Bunei for military training, will either love it or hate it. If you're the individual who is pretty comfortable with nature, then it shouldn't really be a problem. But if you're the "typical Singaporean townboy", then I think you are going to hate the place to the core.


I can't believe it. I actually miss that place. Maybe its because of the life back here.


Where its a hell lot faster.


Where the number of people are a hell lot more.


And most importantly, now I have lots of projects! Wtf ah...For the first time in my life I actually feel very sian doing projects. I think it is because the projects are just a bit too much though I agree that they are necessary for my education. And some of my group members' attitude is not that good either. That is what turns me off. Inconsiderate team members.


School is really moving damn fast now. I'm like left with less than 1 month till my semesteral exams. And there's a lot of things I'm not really sure about. Craps.


And then, my time is also take up by hockey. Now I have matches every weekend. On Saturdays will be normal school training in the morning and the rest of the weekend will be occupied by matches. Not inter-school though. That has yet to start.


Oh yea, just for the record, I find that the sound of a Black Hawk really gives that sense of security. And when I actually saw it with my own eyes for the first time, I thought it was really big and not to mention, a little menacing. Cool.


I think that's all for now. God bless me on my studies. :(

I was blessed with enlightenment today. During Maths tutorial. LOL.


Somehow I've come to realize that the world of Maths is full of surprises. Today, Maths proved to me that something that was thought to be impossible, possible. It all began with this:


How do you get (x^2) +1=0?


My reaction was like...Qi Guai...well that's the catch phrase for my class currently. I mean all I can think of is the number 1 and -1 of which both can't be used. And when the answer is revealed, my jaw dropped along with my balls. I was kinda fascinated in a way. Its like Maths has that capability of opening up new doors which are hardly even seen. Qi Guai... Maths is so mysterious and it gives me the impression of a very big family which has strong bonds among them. In solving a question, sometimes it requires skills from other topics and combined together to get to the solution.


Maths to me, is like magic.


On the other hand, Maths is still sooooo Qi Guai.... :)

Really hope to see you again.