Its been decades since I blogged..really don't feel like writting anything now...juz finished malay 'o' level paper...quite ok I guess...I'm never sure of a lot of things...

This goes to this person yar..as usual I won't disclose his/her name...anyways...juz would like to let u know that I'm no love doc. so please think again before following my advices..advices given by me are of which I think is the best for you...the ones that can save you...but of course it's from my own perspective...this is pretty tragic cuz I think that u r lovin the person who is fond of me ( not trying to show off anyhting here :p) ....1 advice above the rest is that try to control ur emotions yar..from what i observe u r getting out of control...get hold of urself....I've been tolerating ur nonsense but since ur my friend...I dun really mind....but dun ever push me to the edge cuz then I'll push u back yar...i have my limits....ur lucky now that these limits have been extended with the years of my existence....if the limits were of a few yrs ago, most probably we won't still be frenz though...i used to be quite temperament...can ask one of my pri. sch teachers or even some of my relatives....in one of my years in pri sch...this particular teacher wrote this as my remarks in my annual report card "Sometimes he could not control his temperament towards his classmates."cant remember of any incident that proves this but maybe there is...anyway why would my teacher lie right? He's a superb teacher anyway and till now I still look up to him as one of my role models...so my point is please do not get manipulated by females yar....hmm...what else can I say? And yar...as a good muslim I shall remind u not to do anything that's stupid yar..dun really encourage the idea of u getting into a relatonship...and before I say anything more, beleive me I'm not jealous...ok...although no one has yet to accuse me of that..I shall officially declare that I'M NOT JEALOUS.....remember ur responsibilities my friend...dun get towed away by waves of fantasy and emotions....it's all about control...this may be hurtful but I shall drag you into the future...thnk ahead...how long could you possibly be with her? days? weeks? months? I don't know and so do you....even more importantly...will it affect ur future? u still hav a long way to go...more people to meet....more things to see....and lastly...how sure are u that she sincerely loves u...mayb this is like putting salt on the wound in ur heart but believe me...u won't lose out if u have not tasted relationships in ur childhood...so what am I trying to say here is...leave her....u can tell her how much u love her...u can tell her all u want but relationship? no...I strongly advice u to stay away from them..at this time love sucks...as the music goes "love is pain and pain is love"..cant recall what song but I'm sure it exists...so I guess that's all about it...


::: Are sufferings being invested into sweet happiness? :::