Nothing much had happened so far for this week..juz some small insignificant happenings...all the way exams for this week and finally got to write someting here...

I was happy with myself...yeah..happy..pulled myself together to do a morning run..more to jogging actually...went to NTU to do so..there's a garden up there and I should say that is the best place to run in the proximity of my neighbourhood...anywayz..while jogging there..something terrible happened..at least to me it is..if you were in my shoes,literally, you will..met a group of girls..running also i guess..maybe undergraduates..I don't know...then I was like behind them only that I was on the opposite road..eventually I overtook them(i'm still on the opposite road) cuz they were quite slow...cooling down I guess..after some time I was quite a distance away but they could still see me..anyways..the terrible thing was actually me tripping over a slab on the pavement..the first words that crossed my heart was WTF!!!...very embarassing for me..so abashed that I didn't dare look back at the group of girls reactions...they muz hav been laughing their heads off...I was lucky enough not to hav fall and hurt myself...haiz..I muz hav looked so comical..

Got my HMT paper bak on monday..was quite surprised that i got a good grade...went home very happy...then went to JE library with Shahid..to study..but then could'nt find a comfortable place to sit..tried going to the teens section at the highest floor and when I entered..i was like appalled..it was freaking noisy and definitely not a condusive place to study...met a few commenwealthians along the way..dunno what they were doing...then we went down and while looking for a place to sit met my hockey senior, Firdaus...he was like smiling at me from a distance..so juz went up to him and shook hand with him...wierd expression on his face..when i came over to him and his frenz his frenz were like giggling..I was like what the hell is going on...of course I did't say it out loud...then got to know he study's in Ngee Ann Poly...hmm..quite far eh..no wonder I haven't been seeing him around...

Wednesday morning...became the parade commander...was like trying not to think of it too much..came down to find theng loke outside the HOD room..normal procedure..i tot I was late but I was there before him..I was like asking Thandar, "Do you know where's theng loke?"..then she replied "nicole?"..I was like stunt for a while before I repeated my question..I mean nicole and theng loke sounds very different...anywayz..I shall not probe into it...anywayz the feeling was still the same...kind of freaky..after giving the command my legs were shivering like mad and I couldn't stop it..haiz..then the mike was like going lower and lower and it looked as if it was going to fall of but luck was with me and it didn't...if any of you got comments regarding this..tell me via my taggie board okiez..?after the whole thing was over my senior gave me a thumbs up, literally...

then i went straight home after school..feeling a bit drained dunno y...both my parents were at home..my father came back for lunch...then my mother was like commenting on how my younger brother wanted to be addressed as "kir"..his name is actually "syakir" somewhat similar to mine and my mom always call me "mel" so he wanted the same thing..I juz smiled upon hearing that..find it cute...hahaz..

moving on to today..had chem paper and stayed back for a while as requested by thomas..discuss some camp thingys..and he was like asking for the names of those who were fasting during the level camp and haikal said I wasn't cuz I hav menstruation...then everyone laughed like hell...good one haikal...seriously..it was funny and still is...hahaz..

that's all i guess..need to sleep..got maths and lit paper tomorrow..adios..amigos..aku berambus..

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