So many question marks
Currently in the state of want-to-write-something-but-dunno-wad-to-write. So this entry might be some bullshit.
Interesting, small things had happened to me in the mornings lately. Hahaz..
Had English exam yesterday. I think it was not that bad. Got back that feeling of jitters again. I was quite anxious not because that I am not prepared but its just plain nervous. Anyway it was cool. Hope that the outcome will be fairly good.
Battle plan is up. Will not say much. It is kinda top secret. I am goin to make sure that I pull off this one as perfectly as I can. You wanna fight? I think you just got one. Hahaz..
Sometimes I do wonder. What would you do if you are placed in a situation whereby almost everyting that you have will be gone? No matter how minute or meaningless it might be, what if most of them are to be taken away? One after another, as the things that you used to possess, things that you love so much, things that give you hope in life withdraw slowly from you. The very least of things that you can least be proud of. What if they were to be snatched away too? Would you grab the hilt of the knife and end your life? Would you be driven up the wall to such an extent? Apart from that, what if you have to go through all of it alone? How? Will you be able to cope? Are you going to take in all that bullets of negativity in lfe and let it pass? How about if these things that you treasure so much are to go and you are sitting there chained , knowing that they will go if not now later, are you going you going to go all out to save it? What if in the process you lose some of your other things as well? But then again, who would want to bother to even take a look at these petty things? Aha..of course there are people or rather morons out there that are rather heartless. I have not met any of them I think and I do not want to either for that matter. The just take those things from you, just for the fun of it. Nevertheless, what if your own friends are the ones who are taking away those stuff from you? What would you do then? Kill them? Leave them? Or let them be? Just because they are your friends? Are they really your friends then? But sometimes they take it unknowingly and it is just for the sake of improving themselves or for the benefit of others. Will you accept the justification or still count them as your foes instead of your friends? Tap your heart to find the answer( no, your heart is not an EZ-link machine). If you pay attention close enuf, you will also get to know whether your heart is a good one or otherwise.
Hmm.. this is my first entry with so many question marks. Hahaz.. 1 question 2 marks. No one word answer. Hahaz..nonsense..I think I will wonder about it for quite a while. Maybe there is no definite answer at all. Well, some things is best left alone. Some things you just have to let loose your grip on them abit. Relax and take a break. No use thinking too much anyway. Have to concentrate on yourself. Why be intimidated by others' capabilities? When someone surpass you, you only have yourself to blame.
::: What would you do? :::
Interesting, small things had happened to me in the mornings lately. Hahaz..
Had English exam yesterday. I think it was not that bad. Got back that feeling of jitters again. I was quite anxious not because that I am not prepared but its just plain nervous. Anyway it was cool. Hope that the outcome will be fairly good.
Battle plan is up. Will not say much. It is kinda top secret. I am goin to make sure that I pull off this one as perfectly as I can. You wanna fight? I think you just got one. Hahaz..
Sometimes I do wonder. What would you do if you are placed in a situation whereby almost everyting that you have will be gone? No matter how minute or meaningless it might be, what if most of them are to be taken away? One after another, as the things that you used to possess, things that you love so much, things that give you hope in life withdraw slowly from you. The very least of things that you can least be proud of. What if they were to be snatched away too? Would you grab the hilt of the knife and end your life? Would you be driven up the wall to such an extent? Apart from that, what if you have to go through all of it alone? How? Will you be able to cope? Are you going to take in all that bullets of negativity in lfe and let it pass? How about if these things that you treasure so much are to go and you are sitting there chained , knowing that they will go if not now later, are you going you going to go all out to save it? What if in the process you lose some of your other things as well? But then again, who would want to bother to even take a look at these petty things? Aha..of course there are people or rather morons out there that are rather heartless. I have not met any of them I think and I do not want to either for that matter. The just take those things from you, just for the fun of it. Nevertheless, what if your own friends are the ones who are taking away those stuff from you? What would you do then? Kill them? Leave them? Or let them be? Just because they are your friends? Are they really your friends then? But sometimes they take it unknowingly and it is just for the sake of improving themselves or for the benefit of others. Will you accept the justification or still count them as your foes instead of your friends? Tap your heart to find the answer( no, your heart is not an EZ-link machine). If you pay attention close enuf, you will also get to know whether your heart is a good one or otherwise.
Hmm.. this is my first entry with so many question marks. Hahaz.. 1 question 2 marks. No one word answer. Hahaz..nonsense..I think I will wonder about it for quite a while. Maybe there is no definite answer at all. Well, some things is best left alone. Some things you just have to let loose your grip on them abit. Relax and take a break. No use thinking too much anyway. Have to concentrate on yourself. Why be intimidated by others' capabilities? When someone surpass you, you only have yourself to blame.
::: What would you do? :::