things worth thinking
Got a few things to bring up here..yikes..haven't been updating my blog...I bet no one is reading it already...hahaa...but of course there are always two sides to everything...
Anyway, I want to dedicate this part of my entry for the birthday girl, isty...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!...want to say sorry too cuz i think I've troubled her for certain things...really, really sorry..I've been a fool back there and then but its worth an experience...can learn from my mistakes..
Want to apologise to one more person..actually there are a few others but i shall save it for my birthday entry...yup..coming soon..and i'm pleased to know that Ronaldinho's birthday fall 2 days before mine...wonder if i can be as good as him in soccer...So, yar..i juz want to apologise to jason cuz i feel that I've neglected this gd friend of mine...really sorry bro...I've realized that you have changed recently...don't exactly know what it is but I could juz sense it...anyway talked with this guy on stuff running on th line of politics...so you've decided that China don't really suck,right? hahaaz..its actually the leaders or rather the representatives of the masses that are corrupted and rotten...not all of course...the ppl are actually quite okay relatively...won't go deeper into this cuz i feel it's rather sensitive...
Went to town recently...hahaz, I'm kind of fed up with myself cuz I keep forgetting the names of certain places even though I've seen it a couple of times...especially the ones along orchard road...so went there to hobnob with the place a bit more...on my way there while taking bus 143...I saw my long lost 2nd girlfriend...i can't believe it went it passed me by...she's balck alright...my favourite colour...so sleek and sexy...and I tell you she's costly...say about 150+ k? but she only costs half of that of my first girlfriend...forgot to mention that my girlfriend is not human though, she's 4 wheeled...the one that I saw was mitsubishi evolution 8...only if i can get my hands on her...I'll drive her through and through...yeah..
oh yar..forgot to mention...thanks jasmine for that x'mas sms..ur the only one who smsed me...haven seen you around for quite some time..i believed you still live in the same block as I am? gd luck in life yar..
went down to Mustafa shopping centre..got a nike t-shirt for $17..quite cheap considering that it's a dri-fit one..at the speed of light..that's what is written on it...find it quite cool, perhaps it closely represents me? haahazz...i'm not that fast as a runner...anyway..before making my way for tekka mall at serangoon, i dropped by a mosque near mustafa centre...angulia mosque i think...go there to do my afternoon prayers...after that when I was about to leave the premises an old malay lady greeted me..to avoid being profane, I replied...I don't know why but somehow I sat down at the steps facing her while taking out a $2 note from my wallet...she is asking for money actually, to place it in nicer terms she's asking for ''donation''...we chatted for a while..exchange a few words...she's living alone..as in she has no kins...her husband had passed on..she has no children..no relatives also i guess...and she's weak so she can't really work...she helps to clean the mosque a bit here and there...I was kind of shocked when she told me that her pay is 10 bucks per week and she lives at toa payoh...not a really ideal income and not a short distance from home either so she said ahe has to resort to begging..in islam..you are strongly discouraged to beg..the best is to help that needy person make money.. rather than giving him or her money...anyway after that i walked away...as i went off 2 things strucked me...first, comparing her allowance and the clothes that I wore on at that time, my clothes cost don't know how many folds that of her income...i was taken aback rather seriously...made me realized how fortunate i am...shall elaborate on this later...2nd...that 2 bucks was what was left of my allowance for the rest of the yr...i don't feel regret giving her the money but this qn keep popping up...was I being stupid or kind in giving her the money? I find this rather subjective...regarding the elaboration...just want to say that we ppl should be thankful that we have friends to rely on, family members to seek help from, a roof over our heads, more than enough food to fill our stomach and good clothes to wear....and so much more...so don't grieve over your lives...I believe that all humans have their fair share of problems..so don't be morose...cuz I can sense the pathos hanging in the atmosphere despite it being merry christmas...this may sound easy but like what they say..it's easier said then done but i'm going through a similar situation but I think that on of us shpuld stand up and say...hey...why be sad when we can be happy? I mean look at other ppl..they seem to be in even greater struggles...others have more to worry about and recently it came out in the news that the happiest ppl are from a group of ppl who are earning $1400+ per year..so cheer up..like what mr lim said'' let worry, worry about itself'' what's done is done...upsetness is like a disease and unfortunately it is contagious...take this as a jap for the disease or if not at least a comforting hand on the shoulder...2005 is coming..let's face it and open up a new chapter in our lives...and make a point to stay happy as much as possible...believe me..life's pretty short....don't let it go to waste...1 minute of unhappiness is 60 seconds of happiness wasted...might not be easy to do yhis but the key phrase is" keep trying''...need someone to hear you out or a shoulder to cry on, come to me..i'll be glad to lend a helping hand :) its open to all...no charges applied..
before i end I want to share this incident that betide me while I was travelling on the bus...i was taking 187 and there was this boy whos sat behind me...my earphones were stuffed into my ears and i was reading through a chemistry book...pls note that im not so guai..this was just one of the rare moments...about this boy..well he kept trying to read what I was reading...and started to look over my shoulder..after a while he starte clearing his throat but I feigne dto be deaf that i don't heard him..at last he tapped my shoulder and asked me whether he could read it...si I just hand the book over to him..pretty amused..he has such a craving for knowledge...he was so engrossed with the book that he almost missed his stop...his stance at that time put up a smile on my face...
::: Kindness is a gift, not a loan :::
Anyway, I want to dedicate this part of my entry for the birthday girl, isty...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!...want to say sorry too cuz i think I've troubled her for certain things...really, really sorry..I've been a fool back there and then but its worth an experience...can learn from my mistakes..
Want to apologise to one more person..actually there are a few others but i shall save it for my birthday entry...yup..coming soon..and i'm pleased to know that Ronaldinho's birthday fall 2 days before mine...wonder if i can be as good as him in soccer...So, yar..i juz want to apologise to jason cuz i feel that I've neglected this gd friend of mine...really sorry bro...I've realized that you have changed recently...don't exactly know what it is but I could juz sense it...anyway talked with this guy on stuff running on th line of politics...so you've decided that China don't really suck,right? hahaaz..its actually the leaders or rather the representatives of the masses that are corrupted and rotten...not all of course...the ppl are actually quite okay relatively...won't go deeper into this cuz i feel it's rather sensitive...
Went to town recently...hahaz, I'm kind of fed up with myself cuz I keep forgetting the names of certain places even though I've seen it a couple of times...especially the ones along orchard road...so went there to hobnob with the place a bit more...on my way there while taking bus 143...I saw my long lost 2nd girlfriend...i can't believe it went it passed me by...she's balck alright...my favourite colour...so sleek and sexy...and I tell you she's costly...say about 150+ k? but she only costs half of that of my first girlfriend...forgot to mention that my girlfriend is not human though, she's 4 wheeled...the one that I saw was mitsubishi evolution 8...only if i can get my hands on her...I'll drive her through and through...yeah..
oh yar..forgot to mention...thanks jasmine for that x'mas sms..ur the only one who smsed me...haven seen you around for quite some time..i believed you still live in the same block as I am? gd luck in life yar..
went down to Mustafa shopping centre..got a nike t-shirt for $17..quite cheap considering that it's a dri-fit one..at the speed of light..that's what is written on it...find it quite cool, perhaps it closely represents me? haahazz...i'm not that fast as a runner...anyway..before making my way for tekka mall at serangoon, i dropped by a mosque near mustafa centre...angulia mosque i think...go there to do my afternoon prayers...after that when I was about to leave the premises an old malay lady greeted me..to avoid being profane, I replied...I don't know why but somehow I sat down at the steps facing her while taking out a $2 note from my wallet...she is asking for money actually, to place it in nicer terms she's asking for ''donation''...we chatted for a while..exchange a few words...she's living alone..as in she has no kins...her husband had passed on..she has no children..no relatives also i guess...and she's weak so she can't really work...she helps to clean the mosque a bit here and there...I was kind of shocked when she told me that her pay is 10 bucks per week and she lives at toa payoh...not a really ideal income and not a short distance from home either so she said ahe has to resort to begging..in islam..you are strongly discouraged to beg..the best is to help that needy person make money.. rather than giving him or her money...anyway after that i walked away...as i went off 2 things strucked me...first, comparing her allowance and the clothes that I wore on at that time, my clothes cost don't know how many folds that of her income...i was taken aback rather seriously...made me realized how fortunate i am...shall elaborate on this later...2nd...that 2 bucks was what was left of my allowance for the rest of the yr...i don't feel regret giving her the money but this qn keep popping up...was I being stupid or kind in giving her the money? I find this rather subjective...regarding the elaboration...just want to say that we ppl should be thankful that we have friends to rely on, family members to seek help from, a roof over our heads, more than enough food to fill our stomach and good clothes to wear....and so much more...so don't grieve over your lives...I believe that all humans have their fair share of problems..so don't be morose...cuz I can sense the pathos hanging in the atmosphere despite it being merry christmas...this may sound easy but like what they say..it's easier said then done but i'm going through a similar situation but I think that on of us shpuld stand up and say...hey...why be sad when we can be happy? I mean look at other ppl..they seem to be in even greater struggles...others have more to worry about and recently it came out in the news that the happiest ppl are from a group of ppl who are earning $1400+ per year..so cheer up..like what mr lim said'' let worry, worry about itself'' what's done is done...upsetness is like a disease and unfortunately it is contagious...take this as a jap for the disease or if not at least a comforting hand on the shoulder...2005 is coming..let's face it and open up a new chapter in our lives...and make a point to stay happy as much as possible...believe me..life's pretty short....don't let it go to waste...1 minute of unhappiness is 60 seconds of happiness wasted...might not be easy to do yhis but the key phrase is" keep trying''...need someone to hear you out or a shoulder to cry on, come to me..i'll be glad to lend a helping hand :) its open to all...no charges applied..
before i end I want to share this incident that betide me while I was travelling on the bus...i was taking 187 and there was this boy whos sat behind me...my earphones were stuffed into my ears and i was reading through a chemistry book...pls note that im not so guai..this was just one of the rare moments...about this boy..well he kept trying to read what I was reading...and started to look over my shoulder..after a while he starte clearing his throat but I feigne dto be deaf that i don't heard him..at last he tapped my shoulder and asked me whether he could read it...si I just hand the book over to him..pretty amused..he has such a craving for knowledge...he was so engrossed with the book that he almost missed his stop...his stance at that time put up a smile on my face...
::: Kindness is a gift, not a loan :::