Finally, managed to get a blog. Its more for my own readin actually...not others...well u all can read if u all wan..I've spend the last 15 yrs ofmy existance not knowin of how to consilidate my thoughts,feelins and memories. Needed a robust reason for it. But now the time has finally arrive..In the last 15 yrs or so, meaningful memories have stepped into my life but most were lost in the passageof time..mostly pulverized...Looking back, I almost do not noe who I really am. Too much deceptions. Too much smoke screens.Life was carried out furtively...things done surreptitiously..sometimes I feel that I'm juz a low down coward. But I cant accept such fact because it juz annihilates my self-esteem and it abjects me. Muz stop such emotions. Its a must. A compulsion. All in the name to shape me into a better person. So now, as a form of restitution, I shall be more open. I'll try to. A sudden change in character might arouse unnecessary reveilles. Hate tt. My life may be full of intricacies but i pray hard tt it will turn out to be more austere...filled more with tranquility...

This blog was not only meant for the above reason. I have educational purposes accompanying the birth of this blog. I may be using words which are newly added to my diction. I believe it will help me improve on my eng. language. Wants to. Not hav to. Anywaez, some sentences may sound 'off' or awkward in the attempt of doing so. Therefore, to those who r readin out there, tell me if there r any loopholes or paradoxical sentences of which i need to amend...I' m lookin much forward to all ur comments on my upcoming entries..I may hav started of my blog soundin not so blithe..but I hope it will change for the better as time runs by..

":::the beginning of my '2nd life':::"