A series of events happened today.Had my test today. A test of patience..suddenly had the inspiration to convert those things into a short story...and here goes...

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Somewhere in the heart of my heart...there was a being which represents Syamil's evil soul...he was preparing his 25 calibre hand gun...ready to release the loaded rounds..

Syamil's evil soul: You're so gonna die!!! U asshole!!!!

Then he made his way to Syamil's command centre, marching off with burning steps...juz as he was about to leave the heart...he was stopped by Syamil's angelic soul...

Syamil's angelic soul: Woah!! Stop right there..where do you think ur goin?

Syamil's evil soul: I cant take it anymore!! He has to pay for this..its a must...its a must!!!! Arghhhh!!!!!

Syamil's angelic soul: What's goin on..ur going to cause harm if our master follow ur way..let him be..be patient..

Syamil's evil soul: I cant! I cant!! I wanna blow his brains out. I want to bash him up,tear him down into smithereens. He's bloody irritating. And he's gonna pay for it!! I dun care!!!!

Syamil's angelic soul: Relax..u cant take him on..u'll juz get our master into more trouble..not this time...ur juz gonna burn down our masters hard built patience..do u know how much effort he puts in to have tt?

With tt, Syamil's evil soul walk back to his place trying to cool himself down...

About an hour later...

Syamil's evil soul: Thats it!!!! I cant wait any longer..u all shall get wat u all deserve..

Syamil's evil soul then load his revolver..and makes his way to Syamil's command centre...but he met Syamil's angelic soul once more..

Syamil's angelic soul: Don't do it. Its not worth it.Calm urself down. I know. I know. These ppl are firin u up.

Syamil's evil soul: Wait until when?!!! WHEN?!!!!!! These ppl are crap! They are the ones who bring our master down...they r e on who always cause trouble!!!!!

Syamil's angelic soul: Juz let them pass by...ur anger is only temporary...dun bring down the patience...we hav to prevent our master from goin the wrong way..

Syamil's evil soul stomped off with steam comin out of his ears n nostrils...

A few hours later...Syamil's evil soul showed up again, now badly wanting to break free and tell his master to let the steam off...the surrounding atmosphere was gettin hotter and hotter..

Syamil's angelic soul: I cant let u out..I have to defend our master...he has to remain calm and bury his fury...he has to bury them..he cant take revenge...

Syamil's evil soul: I dun give a damn!!!!!! He has to let others know how he feels..he cant let them take advantage of him...these ppl are too much..they dun deserve his benevolence..they bloody well dun deserve it!!!!!!!!!!

Syamil's angelic soul: But why? Wateva the reason is our master has to stay focus and calm and i wont let his anger overrule his actions...never

Syamil's evil soul: Don't u see????!!! The ppl are taking him for granted..this isnt the first time..our master needs to send them a gd message across..and the only way is too use the hard n harsh way!!! Why???!!!! Cuz these ppl are bastards n bitches!!!!! They give our master a hell lot of problems...and it alwaysz ruins his happy days...they make his life miserable!!!!!!!!! Yeah..sometimes they r his frenz...but they are never his true frenz..hopeless bunch of shits!!!!!! Huh? U think they deserve our master's great efforts and patience??!! Hell no they don't!!!!!!!!!! Wanna try the soft way??U think it'll work on these sickos??!! The answer is NO!!!! Chances have been given....too much in fact...this ppl shall deserve their death sentence...they will pay!!!!!

Syamil's angelic soul: The bottomline is they r still his frenz...and anyway didnt God made a promise that he is always there beside pple who r patient..who hav wat it takes to overcome the problems given by Him? Even by telling them off...they wont learn their lesson..its human nature...only they can change themselves...so lets encourage our master to adhere this episode and give our master our full support..encourage him to get on with life and heck care to this ppl... so give it a rest...

Finally, the animosity and anger in my heart was being controlled and neutralised...life was a bit smoother fromthen on...

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Phew..manage to spit it all out..feelin better..motivation n patience level has been heightened...hope its enough to last me through..

::: Wanna know how u feel for me too so I'll make up my mind :::