SSC
Back from camp.
To all Sea and West C/Offrs involved, I thank you guys and girls a hell lot for the support and co-operation given. Frankly speaking, I was surprised that we were able to work together pretty well without much conflict. Cheers to the times to come when we might work together as one again. And if there's anything that I had failed to accomadate to, accept my apologies yeah.
Given my capability and personal state at that period of time, I guess that was all I could give. I tried my best to steer myself towards professionalism and I suppose I was 50% there.
Not forgetting the NSFs who provided their support too. Especially in dealing with the cases throughout the 3 days. Seriously, I think this course has serious issues man. Problems keep rolling in like meatballs rolling down conveyor belts. I'm just glad all of it are taken care of. And it would be impossible without you guys around, being our brothers covering each other's backsides.
And finally to all cadets, congratulations to all. All the best for your future.
Sincerely from,
your OIC.
The camp was yet another whole new experience for me. Being at a new position in a new course. A course that I had not attended before. There were definitely lots to learn and I believe I deserve a pat on my back on how I managed to control my raging emotions.
I read the appraisals written by the cadets. And I find it true and shall improve myself on that if I have the chance. That is, to interact more with the cadets so that they can get to know me better. I agree that I didn't spent much time with you guys and girls. Hardly mixing around. Its just sad la. I wish I was more prepared and was given a more favourable situation so that I can do the above. During the course, I did have things to take care of but I was sure that there was some time for me to go around and mingle with you people.
Anyway, my time in NCC is running short. I hope to enjoy the rest of my life here.
Secret: I was in some sort of an emotional turmoil during the course. Feeling fucking emo and all. Tired not due to physical work but due to mental and emotional exercise. Hopefully, my facial expression didn't give way. Feelings. They are damn lousy when it comes to mannerism. Why in hell can't they knock before coming in? And to you, I wish I could. I am binded by both self and external policies. The rules that sat on me were tight and there was nothing much I can do. I wish I could have bluetooth-ed what I felt to you. But well, that's just ridiculous eh. Oh wells. Just as always. Come. Tear. Go. Sickening.
To all Sea and West C/Offrs involved, I thank you guys and girls a hell lot for the support and co-operation given. Frankly speaking, I was surprised that we were able to work together pretty well without much conflict. Cheers to the times to come when we might work together as one again. And if there's anything that I had failed to accomadate to, accept my apologies yeah.
Given my capability and personal state at that period of time, I guess that was all I could give. I tried my best to steer myself towards professionalism and I suppose I was 50% there.
Not forgetting the NSFs who provided their support too. Especially in dealing with the cases throughout the 3 days. Seriously, I think this course has serious issues man. Problems keep rolling in like meatballs rolling down conveyor belts. I'm just glad all of it are taken care of. And it would be impossible without you guys around, being our brothers covering each other's backsides.
And finally to all cadets, congratulations to all. All the best for your future.
Sincerely from,
your OIC.
The camp was yet another whole new experience for me. Being at a new position in a new course. A course that I had not attended before. There were definitely lots to learn and I believe I deserve a pat on my back on how I managed to control my raging emotions.
I read the appraisals written by the cadets. And I find it true and shall improve myself on that if I have the chance. That is, to interact more with the cadets so that they can get to know me better. I agree that I didn't spent much time with you guys and girls. Hardly mixing around. Its just sad la. I wish I was more prepared and was given a more favourable situation so that I can do the above. During the course, I did have things to take care of but I was sure that there was some time for me to go around and mingle with you people.
Anyway, my time in NCC is running short. I hope to enjoy the rest of my life here.
Secret: I was in some sort of an emotional turmoil during the course. Feeling fucking emo and all. Tired not due to physical work but due to mental and emotional exercise. Hopefully, my facial expression didn't give way. Feelings. They are damn lousy when it comes to mannerism. Why in hell can't they knock before coming in? And to you, I wish I could. I am binded by both self and external policies. The rules that sat on me were tight and there was nothing much I can do. I wish I could have bluetooth-ed what I felt to you. But well, that's just ridiculous eh. Oh wells. Just as always. Come. Tear. Go. Sickening.
11:08 pm
Hahaha, y'know... they say that the more pple say you don't interact with the cadets yet the course runs smooth, you're successful. And yes, it did run smoothly, so it was a successful course. CHEERS! TO WEST AND SEA! top
11:41 pm
haha..I dun exactly get wad u mean but yeah it does SEEM successful eh? LOL top
4:20 am
Aiya... it's already over; what can we do, right? Even if for example, (just an example ah, don't take it too hard) the Course Best doesn't deserve her award, it's already in her hands what? What can we do? Even if Pek Hua didn't deserve that award, what can we do?
The only thing we can do is to make the next one right! And restore the honour that's robbed off those who deserve more than just experience and all the tangible things.
Let go, and let's go. top