Everytime when I'm about to go out, I don't feel like it. But when I already had, I enojoyed every minute of it. Weird stuff.

Anyway, bad news. Coach can only select 18 players to register for tournament. So 2 more guys will have to be dropped. The list of players have yet to be released. So ya. Just hope to make it in. If not then ok. It's still fine with me. I understand wholly. As a coach, you need the best players. That's the bottomline.

And woah, fitness again today. But less sets. And coach also said he had arranged 3 friendly matches for the coming 3 Saturdays. SP, SAJC and ITE. I(and Desmond too..haha) was so looking forward to playing SA when I realized that it falls on the first day of Hari Raya! FUCK! RAHHHH!!! I really have the feeling of wanting to beat them. I have no idea why.

Oh yeah, won the last match against SHF womens team. 2-1. Was made to run like hell. Freaking tired and out of breath.

I don't know why but this fasting month seems much like a failure to me. Haiz...And I was somewhat agitated today before I went out. Sometimes home can be a stressful place to be in. Sometimes holidays are just as fucked up as any other day.

To all those that agitated me or are going to,
SUCK BALLS.
SUCK COCKS.