Had a FRIENDLY game of hockey recently. With NP. But the game didn't stay true to its name. It all became pretty ugly.


I hate it when people quarrel.
I hate it even more when people fight.
Above all, I hate it the most when people lose control of their emotions.
And that means: being emotional.
And all that applies to me as well.


Maybe because it is one thing that I've no control in. Not even influence.


I didn't expect the rain to carry a foreboding meaning of the game. I must say we were blessed that the rain came. If we were to had started earlier and played longer, things will most likely turn out for the worse.


Fuck it la...it was just a friendly. For god's sake. I'm not blaming any sides here because I think both sides are equally to be blamed. They(some) played the dirty game. And we lost our control too easily. Psychologically we were weak. Fucking vulnerable.


All I hope for now is that my team don't turn on each other and pass negative remarks.


The coach was right. Whatever he said during de-brief. You can't lose your head in the game. Infact, you can't lose your head most of the time in your life. Because, you'll lose other things. Things which might be of more importance.


I was once told, the heart and the head runs in a close circuit. You lose control of your heart. You'll lose your head.


Hope this incident is another reminder for me and the others.





Something that's off the topic:

Some things aren't just as simple as how you make it out to be.
Some things just don't have a definite answer.
In life, its not like maths where 1+1=2.
In life, you have to accept that some things just happen.
With or without a valid reason.
And that's when we learn.