Losing it.
Yeah. Not going to be a pretty postive post despite the pretty happy moments that I had these past few weeks. I'll touch on the happening stuff probably later.
So went down again today. Just to have my blood boiled. What's new eh? So training was generally disorganized. One look and its not a planned training. Then again, what's new.
The harsh method was implemented and so was the 'softer' method. Well, if both don't work then tell me what's the third one. And fuck it, don't tell me in between.
From the months being a member, I can conclude that most of them nowadays are pretty weak. Physically and mentally. For the physical part, its pretty straightforward. Why do I say mentally weak? Basically because: 1. Can't take it when people nag at them. What more scoldings.( i.e cannot take feedback) 2. Sometimes lack the 'bright ideas' of doing things.
And another conclusion. Hypocrites are pretty much necessary in this world. Not those hardcore ones but those that are hypocrite when the time is right and essential. Why do I say that? That's because not everyone in this world are receptive towards feedback. Its the same concept as nobody likes eating medicine. Bitter, but it is there to heal. To rectify. So 'good hypocrites' will identify these kinda people and avoid as much as possible not to create a big fight or create and uproar. Especially when peace, relationships or anything thats worth are at stake. Anyway, its pretty difficult for me to bring across what I'm trying to say. Perhaps, to understand it is to experience it yourself.
I find it pretty funny. We are fighting for the same thing and yet we are in a silent war. Unless of course if you are not fighting for the same thing. Then I guess its a different story. After a while, after giving it some thought, I find that probably our priorities differ. What's more important to me is what they eventually bring with them when they leave this school. Awards and fame as expected, are behind story. And hell, I don't know whats your priority. If you are still holding some grudge against us, then all I have to say is that that's your fucking problem. You're the one whose going to live with it. Plus, you're losing double because whatever bad things you think of us is ain't true.
One more thing to you and your followers. Face up to reality.
And for you, thanks for using us for the past months. Since you don't trust us anymore, I shall personally step back and turn away. You can listen to him all you want. I'm not losing anything here. I guess its just time that you fend for yourself.
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Some highlights for the recent times.
Highlight #1: Hockey camp was damn fun despite the many trainings. It was enjoyable. And I must say I gained useful stuff.
Highlight #2: Dinner with the other 3. Its been a long time since we had such a occasion. Thanks Willy for organizing.
Highlight #3: Got some new play thing. Ermm.....ya. Very clean one.
Highlight #4: Got to meet my Brunei friends. They came over to Singapore.
And perhaps a few more moments of which I can't really recall. Anyway, exam results will be out on Thursday. Pretty anxious about it. Oh wells...that's all. :)
So went down again today. Just to have my blood boiled. What's new eh? So training was generally disorganized. One look and its not a planned training. Then again, what's new.
The harsh method was implemented and so was the 'softer' method. Well, if both don't work then tell me what's the third one. And fuck it, don't tell me in between.
From the months being a member, I can conclude that most of them nowadays are pretty weak. Physically and mentally. For the physical part, its pretty straightforward. Why do I say mentally weak? Basically because: 1. Can't take it when people nag at them. What more scoldings.( i.e cannot take feedback) 2. Sometimes lack the 'bright ideas' of doing things.
And another conclusion. Hypocrites are pretty much necessary in this world. Not those hardcore ones but those that are hypocrite when the time is right and essential. Why do I say that? That's because not everyone in this world are receptive towards feedback. Its the same concept as nobody likes eating medicine. Bitter, but it is there to heal. To rectify. So 'good hypocrites' will identify these kinda people and avoid as much as possible not to create a big fight or create and uproar. Especially when peace, relationships or anything thats worth are at stake. Anyway, its pretty difficult for me to bring across what I'm trying to say. Perhaps, to understand it is to experience it yourself.
I find it pretty funny. We are fighting for the same thing and yet we are in a silent war. Unless of course if you are not fighting for the same thing. Then I guess its a different story. After a while, after giving it some thought, I find that probably our priorities differ. What's more important to me is what they eventually bring with them when they leave this school. Awards and fame as expected, are behind story. And hell, I don't know whats your priority. If you are still holding some grudge against us, then all I have to say is that that's your fucking problem. You're the one whose going to live with it. Plus, you're losing double because whatever bad things you think of us is ain't true.
One more thing to you and your followers. Face up to reality.
And for you, thanks for using us for the past months. Since you don't trust us anymore, I shall personally step back and turn away. You can listen to him all you want. I'm not losing anything here. I guess its just time that you fend for yourself.
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Some highlights for the recent times.
Highlight #1: Hockey camp was damn fun despite the many trainings. It was enjoyable. And I must say I gained useful stuff.
Highlight #2: Dinner with the other 3. Its been a long time since we had such a occasion. Thanks Willy for organizing.
Highlight #3: Got some new play thing. Ermm.....ya. Very clean one.
Highlight #4: Got to meet my Brunei friends. They came over to Singapore.
And perhaps a few more moments of which I can't really recall. Anyway, exam results will be out on Thursday. Pretty anxious about it. Oh wells...that's all. :)