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Ok..so I'm a bit late...others have already posted about their results yesterday night because of the obvious reason and that they did pretty well and have gotten what they wanted...as for me...i kinda expected what I had gotten 2 A2s, 3 B3s and 2 C6s...the C6 grades are spoilers I think...could have gotten a better L1R5 if one of thoes grades pushes up to a B3 or something...oh wells..its done anyway....but kinda funny lo my grades..should have a 1 A1 so that can complete the pattern hahaz...
Ok so I got 19 before the bonus pts...16 after including the bonus points...HMT really helped me in this one...can still remember those gruelling days...had to travel to CCK for lessons...reach home nearly in the evening...those days were damn tiring...really..that time felt like giving up hope...but I know that today, or rather yesterday, it will help me...so yeah...those days were over and new challenging days have yet to come....
I'm going Poly...decided already..confirm plus chop plus guarantee...so that would mean using my L1B4 which is 13 minus 1 because of CCA...so got 12....
Oh ya...why I didn't blog yesterday was because I was checking out the various Polys websites to see whether there were any updates...they posted the cut off points and the number of intakes and yeah....I should be able to go to where I want to go.....yeah...I also went to RSAF website and hey....I've just dicovered new routes to old dreams...now I have multiple routes...yeah...
After the results were released yesterday...went out of school and so Hanafi and so we had a bro to bro talk about our results of course...we had about the same points...only a difference of 1 or 2...for us, we had our visions on where we want to go...we have long term plans and we know what we're doing...and then as we sat and talk...people started passing by as in our schoolmates...and we started to ask them how they did well and so on...and both of us realised something...these people had scored better..much better grades than us and they're going JC...then when we asked them about their ambitions the reply would be..dunno....so here we saw the difference between people..I mean...you don't have plans for your future?? Are'nt you worried or are'nt you concern?? I don't know....different people different mindsets I guess...they have their own ways and we have ours....so I'll just hope the best for them...
Me and Hanafi have similar ambitions but our routes differs slightly in terms of the courses we apply and some other stuff...we have set our sights on certain things and we have no plans of only stopping at Dip....we have palnned to excel in Poly then enter the SAF and the scholarships and all...yeah things like that...insya allah...we'll get to go where we want...the main problem that I foresee now will be influence by those peeps who'll be in Poly...not all of them will have the same mindset as us...we have dreams to catch...for some others...they might not have...so the thing is to not be influnce by them...have to be make concious effort on that...
My feeling about my results..mixture of happy and sadnes...life in CSS had thought me to look at things in different perspectives...sad that my results did not reach that of an expected Commenwealthian....being eligible for JC is one thing...being able to be go to a good JC is another...so ya...sad la...can't pull off a bigger stunt...prelims was like 26 and now 19...ok la...expected more but didn't happened what to do? :(
But...I'm also happy because..my decision making process is made much easier....now my results are as such, I have chosen Poly without any doubt...no looking back....no second thouhgts...even if RJC offer me oso I won't take( haha...no chance in hell...)...so ya...and my efforts prior to the release of results aren't totally wasted....I'm prepared!!! Selection of courses will be a breeze... :)
But somehow yesterday, felt bitter dissapointment...very bitter..god knows what I was feeling yesterday...but today I'm okay...just needed a good sleep...
I'm lucky to not have very pressurizing parents...and they have lots of trust in me...they let me make my own decisions and yeah...that helps me to become a more confident person...they don't seem dissapointed in my results but I felt like screaming into their faces that the should...man..can't do anything about this..heck lo...haha... :)
I feel like I've disspointed some people...dunno..just felt like that...especially yesterday...anyway....I have a few people to thank to...
First person would be Ms Chua definitley...my maths teacher..I think I let her down this time...I kinda had the premonition that this day will come...she wanted me to get A1 for e maths but I just managed a B3...but I really want to thank her for all the encouragement that she gave me...for believing in me...I could still remember her saying these exac words to me once..." you have the aptitude for maths..." I was like so touched by that...Since day 1 in CSS..none had said that to me..even me myself...I've felt like I'm just not that type of a maths person...so ya...even though she's not my form teacher...she's been the source of encoursgement for me...one of the very few sources....
Next up will be PEI YAN!!!..Wah loa..this one ah...sleep in calss one ok...but still can get 7 pts!!! Congrats..really salute you...she's e other source of encouragemnet for me...have sat beside her in class for like 2 years and she's been really helpful..always there to support me whenever I receive degrading results especially ofr a-maths..always telling me that I could do it...she is really one hell of a partner...always cheering me up even though I want to be down or when I'm down....I kinda owe a lot to her...well for her...good luck in her future endeavours...
Ok..and next is Mr Lim...my hockey coach...he told me not to give up even though I sorta can't make it to JC...really thank him for those few but powerful wordsjust like his muscles...and of course my other hockey coach..Mdm Ros....haha...got A for her geog...if not " she wont be standing beside me" haha....those were he exact words yesterday.....I think shes' kinda dissapointed in me also for my overall poor results...
So that's it...have to rush off now...all the best to all!!!
Ok so I got 19 before the bonus pts...16 after including the bonus points...HMT really helped me in this one...can still remember those gruelling days...had to travel to CCK for lessons...reach home nearly in the evening...those days were damn tiring...really..that time felt like giving up hope...but I know that today, or rather yesterday, it will help me...so yeah...those days were over and new challenging days have yet to come....
I'm going Poly...decided already..confirm plus chop plus guarantee...so that would mean using my L1B4 which is 13 minus 1 because of CCA...so got 12....
Oh ya...why I didn't blog yesterday was because I was checking out the various Polys websites to see whether there were any updates...they posted the cut off points and the number of intakes and yeah....I should be able to go to where I want to go.....yeah...I also went to RSAF website and hey....I've just dicovered new routes to old dreams...now I have multiple routes...yeah...
After the results were released yesterday...went out of school and so Hanafi and so we had a bro to bro talk about our results of course...we had about the same points...only a difference of 1 or 2...for us, we had our visions on where we want to go...we have long term plans and we know what we're doing...and then as we sat and talk...people started passing by as in our schoolmates...and we started to ask them how they did well and so on...and both of us realised something...these people had scored better..much better grades than us and they're going JC...then when we asked them about their ambitions the reply would be..dunno....so here we saw the difference between people..I mean...you don't have plans for your future?? Are'nt you worried or are'nt you concern?? I don't know....different people different mindsets I guess...they have their own ways and we have ours....so I'll just hope the best for them...
Me and Hanafi have similar ambitions but our routes differs slightly in terms of the courses we apply and some other stuff...we have set our sights on certain things and we have no plans of only stopping at Dip....we have palnned to excel in Poly then enter the SAF and the scholarships and all...yeah things like that...insya allah...we'll get to go where we want...the main problem that I foresee now will be influence by those peeps who'll be in Poly...not all of them will have the same mindset as us...we have dreams to catch...for some others...they might not have...so the thing is to not be influnce by them...have to be make concious effort on that...
My feeling about my results..mixture of happy and sadnes...life in CSS had thought me to look at things in different perspectives...sad that my results did not reach that of an expected Commenwealthian....being eligible for JC is one thing...being able to be go to a good JC is another...so ya...sad la...can't pull off a bigger stunt...prelims was like 26 and now 19...ok la...expected more but didn't happened what to do? :(
But...I'm also happy because..my decision making process is made much easier....now my results are as such, I have chosen Poly without any doubt...no looking back....no second thouhgts...even if RJC offer me oso I won't take( haha...no chance in hell...)...so ya...and my efforts prior to the release of results aren't totally wasted....I'm prepared!!! Selection of courses will be a breeze... :)
But somehow yesterday, felt bitter dissapointment...very bitter..god knows what I was feeling yesterday...but today I'm okay...just needed a good sleep...
I'm lucky to not have very pressurizing parents...and they have lots of trust in me...they let me make my own decisions and yeah...that helps me to become a more confident person...they don't seem dissapointed in my results but I felt like screaming into their faces that the should...man..can't do anything about this..heck lo...haha... :)
I feel like I've disspointed some people...dunno..just felt like that...especially yesterday...anyway....I have a few people to thank to...
First person would be Ms Chua definitley...my maths teacher..I think I let her down this time...I kinda had the premonition that this day will come...she wanted me to get A1 for e maths but I just managed a B3...but I really want to thank her for all the encouragement that she gave me...for believing in me...I could still remember her saying these exac words to me once..." you have the aptitude for maths..." I was like so touched by that...Since day 1 in CSS..none had said that to me..even me myself...I've felt like I'm just not that type of a maths person...so ya...even though she's not my form teacher...she's been the source of encoursgement for me...one of the very few sources....
Next up will be PEI YAN!!!..Wah loa..this one ah...sleep in calss one ok...but still can get 7 pts!!! Congrats..really salute you...she's e other source of encouragemnet for me...have sat beside her in class for like 2 years and she's been really helpful..always there to support me whenever I receive degrading results especially ofr a-maths..always telling me that I could do it...she is really one hell of a partner...always cheering me up even though I want to be down or when I'm down....I kinda owe a lot to her...well for her...good luck in her future endeavours...
Ok..and next is Mr Lim...my hockey coach...he told me not to give up even though I sorta can't make it to JC...really thank him for those few but powerful wordsjust like his muscles...and of course my other hockey coach..Mdm Ros....haha...got A for her geog...if not " she wont be standing beside me" haha....those were he exact words yesterday.....I think shes' kinda dissapointed in me also for my overall poor results...
So that's it...have to rush off now...all the best to all!!!