1st timers
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Had my first family outing today...for the year 2006 I mean...
Had my first soccer game today too...and my friend shifting hosue...sad case la... :(
Yeah...a new year...going to have new nvironment...new friends...new experiences...and of course..my new resolution....
The previous one was to stay happy as much as I can...I think I have achieve that pretty well, by using my own judgement of course..so i'm going to keep up with it..
This year resolution can be represented with two words : Seperated Dealings
In the middle part of 2005, I had come out with this and I can't really carry it out...things in my head were shrouded and occasionally my brain suffers "screw lost" disease so yup...I'm going to do it this year...and hopefully carry it on for the upcoming years...
Seperate dealings....meaning I'm not letting my emotions crash into my studies or rather my other aspects of life...i've learnt it the hard way and hell, I'm not going to go through it again...thanks to those who had contributed to that...anyway...past worries...past grudges..hard feelings shall be erased...deleted from my memory....I anticipate that the upcoming year will be very exciting and fun filled, and i hope that that will help me with my new year resolution....
In the past year...my "love life" had taken centre stage so this year...no more...time to set things right and going....all those "shits'' I'm going to dunk them into the bin...wahahaa...
Few months before 2005 ended, I had done a lot of new things..first times...I can't really recall all but I must say..that's how I have to do things during the times ahead...try new things...take more risks...and of course be responsible for whatever i do..
Most of the first times I had were good while some others...
Are otherwise...
i nearly had my first puff last year too...but I didn't. I was reminded of my future..of what I want...and that stopped me from doing it...a friend offered to me...he's kinda contradicting....I mean..he smokes once in a while...whenever the chance arises...but then...he always remind me to abstain from it whenever we talk about it...and that time we met a few schoolmates and he took one 'batang' from them..we went to buy lighter and then went up to one of the nearby buildings...the staircase area...and of course he starts to smoke...he then asked me if I wanted to try one..he didn't really pressurise me...he just sort of ask me...and I repeatedly refuse of course..I nearly succumb to it...because at that time I was not feeling very good...but I can't bring myself to do it because...in the first place...I HATE smoking...yeah I abhore the act...i don't think its good..obviously its not...and its not cool either...and flashes of my dreams came through my mind...so all the more i shouldn't do it...
Its one of the few things I would never ever do in my entire life...
And if you readers somehow, somewhere, somewhen see me doing it or almost doing it...well I hope you'll be brave enough to confront me....
Anyway..that aside...went to eat lunch today...with my family..the first for this year....yay..really felt happy...really...from the bottom of my heart...then went to John Little to buy my shaver and guess what? I saw shaver for women!!!!!!!!!! ok..say that I'm deprived or what so ever..but hey..my conclusion...women do cut hair...i mean leg hair..whatever...
So I guess i'll end it here...this year better be good, excellent, fantastic, superb, marvellous....and of course..it better be for the rest of the years...everyone wants that don't they?
And thanks to all the friends that have been my side pushing me down into the water and pulling me up...you all have taught me valuable lessons that i shall never forget...adios, amigos...
Syamil signing out...roger and out...
Had my first family outing today...for the year 2006 I mean...
Had my first soccer game today too...and my friend shifting hosue...sad case la... :(
Yeah...a new year...going to have new nvironment...new friends...new experiences...and of course..my new resolution....
The previous one was to stay happy as much as I can...I think I have achieve that pretty well, by using my own judgement of course..so i'm going to keep up with it..
This year resolution can be represented with two words : Seperated Dealings
In the middle part of 2005, I had come out with this and I can't really carry it out...things in my head were shrouded and occasionally my brain suffers "screw lost" disease so yup...I'm going to do it this year...and hopefully carry it on for the upcoming years...
Seperate dealings....meaning I'm not letting my emotions crash into my studies or rather my other aspects of life...i've learnt it the hard way and hell, I'm not going to go through it again...thanks to those who had contributed to that...anyway...past worries...past grudges..hard feelings shall be erased...deleted from my memory....I anticipate that the upcoming year will be very exciting and fun filled, and i hope that that will help me with my new year resolution....
In the past year...my "love life" had taken centre stage so this year...no more...time to set things right and going....all those "shits'' I'm going to dunk them into the bin...wahahaa...
Few months before 2005 ended, I had done a lot of new things..first times...I can't really recall all but I must say..that's how I have to do things during the times ahead...try new things...take more risks...and of course be responsible for whatever i do..
Most of the first times I had were good while some others...
Are otherwise...
i nearly had my first puff last year too...but I didn't. I was reminded of my future..of what I want...and that stopped me from doing it...a friend offered to me...he's kinda contradicting....I mean..he smokes once in a while...whenever the chance arises...but then...he always remind me to abstain from it whenever we talk about it...and that time we met a few schoolmates and he took one 'batang' from them..we went to buy lighter and then went up to one of the nearby buildings...the staircase area...and of course he starts to smoke...he then asked me if I wanted to try one..he didn't really pressurise me...he just sort of ask me...and I repeatedly refuse of course..I nearly succumb to it...because at that time I was not feeling very good...but I can't bring myself to do it because...in the first place...I HATE smoking...yeah I abhore the act...i don't think its good..obviously its not...and its not cool either...and flashes of my dreams came through my mind...so all the more i shouldn't do it...
Its one of the few things I would never ever do in my entire life...
And if you readers somehow, somewhere, somewhen see me doing it or almost doing it...well I hope you'll be brave enough to confront me....
Anyway..that aside...went to eat lunch today...with my family..the first for this year....yay..really felt happy...really...from the bottom of my heart...then went to John Little to buy my shaver and guess what? I saw shaver for women!!!!!!!!!! ok..say that I'm deprived or what so ever..but hey..my conclusion...women do cut hair...i mean leg hair..whatever...
So I guess i'll end it here...this year better be good, excellent, fantastic, superb, marvellous....and of course..it better be for the rest of the years...everyone wants that don't they?
And thanks to all the friends that have been my side pushing me down into the water and pulling me up...you all have taught me valuable lessons that i shall never forget...adios, amigos...
Syamil signing out...roger and out...