oh my....having lesser time to blog...nevermind...so I'll start off with monday?...ya...there's too many things happening lately...and seem to have amnesia all of a sudden so ya...


on monday...took a different way to work...save money la...but sian woke up later than i expected...so rush here rush there...but since I, as a ncc cadet, or was a ncc cadet, i'm trained...pretty well by my seniors.... :)


ok...den at work...getting very sian and damn it! no trolley for me....aww...that really sucks...wad was left was this trolley with only one paltform so cant carry much books...so I juz used it...and then I was so bored cuz my mp3 was also low batt...so I sat on it and used my legs to make it move...instead of the conventional way of pushing...i became like flinstones like tt...damn fun la... I think I'm going to do it again tomorrow...


then before going home...had to do housekeeping so I used the same method lo...with additional equipment...the BROOM!!! so off I went down the alleys...hahaz..fun la....its called failed innovation...


ok...den went home...got a lot of calls....so suddenly and got irritated lo...cuz no one else was arnd so I had to pick it up all the time...man...i'm forgetting things again..nvm...heck....


so today... hari raya haji...woke up to a wet morng and really felt like not getting up cuz really good environment to sleep lo...and i was feeling rather tired....but sad..had to go for some special prayers...and wa lao..the speech(khutbah) was long la...I was falling asleep halfway...really pissed by that...den had to go to malaysia lo...visit grandad...now very ez to go there lo...juz take bus frm JE...can go der on my own lo...so ya...the night before, myaunt called in frome there saying that my grandpa was feeling really sick..as in seriously...he has parkinson u c...not the very bad one la...but ya...he's not supposed to bath with cold water la...but he did...so after that he felt very very weak lo...ya....when my aunt called i was pretty worried...these few years...people I know are going to the other world...know what i mean? so I really prayed that nothing bad happen to him la...and my wish kind of granted..phew man....


ya..den I'm very envious of my cousin lo...who's now 17....cuz he has car and bike license...so cool...aiyo..really cannot tahan la!!!! i WAN MY LICENSE!!!...Arghh...anyway...ya..then while I was eating I saw my grandad holding lolipop sia..it juz looks comical lo...haha..very funny...and seeing him smiling made me feel better...den i started to follow...I also eat lollipop...den got dis baby also..i dunno who la...but den he saw me eating so he also want...then my sis followed too..eat lollipop...den after tt my lil bro...diao lor...so den went to some small supermarket den grab all the goodies...and head back to my cousins house...and den my auntie said


"wah , dah ader jangut seh...mesti banyak prompuan"


den my mother added on.." dah..dah ader girlfrend pon...''


i just smiled la...but inside i was like WTF?


I don't like things that are not true...then they say...my wedding ask my grandpa cook...diao...wth?and my father said he wants grandchildren...? wad!!!!????


this is really too fast man...woah...i really hope that they are seriously kidding...no way man...I don't want to dwell on such things now...


Oh yes!!! I jus remembered....tt time on monday while working, chance upon this book titled "boyhood to manhood" so i read and they say...during the teenage years...a guy will ahve sexual fantassies and yada yada yada...so if the guys out der are wondering whether its wrong to have such fantasies...fret not!!! Ur ordinary...i mean its part of growing up....then there's also this sentence which I say in the book...here it goes.." Adolesence is when the boys discover the girls, and the girls get discovered"....it sounds really farnie to me...i dunno...too much time mixing with the "wrong" friends...wahahahaha....


Aku duduk bersila selepas tahyat akhir. Selepas membaca doa selepas solat, Imam mula melaungkan takbir. Malam sudah pun melabuhkan tirainya. Hujan turun menitis, tanda nikmat tuhan semesta alam. Entah mengapa, tenang hatiku bila terdengar laungan takbir. Sungguh tenang sehinggakan ia membuatku ingin menitiskan air mata tetapi, aku biarkan air mata berada sahaja bertakung. Sungguh sukar untukku menyatakan perasaan itu. Sungguh ajaib..luarbiasa.


Everyone has their own way of doing things. If you are placed in a situation where either way is okay, then leave it. Why force others into doing things your way? This is not your world alone. Different people have different thinkings because not everyone grows up in the same environment. Certain things which are not detrimental, let them be. Accept their way of executing actions, accept their way of thinking. Open up your mind. Don't ever think that you are always correct. Learn to look at it at different ways. Even if you can't comprehend, at least acknowlegde that it is that person's unique point of view. Unique to that person alone.


It is the perosn you love most, that you tell the most lies to. *True to a certain extent :P*