Of an old friend.
I stumbled upon your another blog by accident this morning. And my first impression was: you sound way different from your current blog. I can almost feel the 'heavy-ness'(if there's such a word) in your entries. The pressures you are facing and stuff.
Just a few words of encouragement for you, though I believe this will have very little chance of reaching your knowledge.
I must say that I'm very proud of what you have become today. Though things did not go your way, you pressed on for your dreams. Its pretty difficult to find people who are like you these days. What I want to say is, you have achieved a lot of things albeit that some of the things are tangible while some others are'nt. I look up to you because looking at myself, I'm nowhere close to what you are now. Heads up ey, you will make it one day. You will meet your expectations. For your own sake, please keep up with what you're doing and the way you approach life. The values you hold for yourself will bring you far. And one more thing, my hope remains the same as it is about 3 years ago, that you'll believe in love some day. Some day. Some day you'll find the person you've been looking for and that you end up well being with him.
That's all for you, old friend.
P.S: Was a little happy when you actually mentioned something that gave me the message that you actually had not forgotten about me. Unless I'm not one of the 2 that you mentioned.
Just a few words of encouragement for you, though I believe this will have very little chance of reaching your knowledge.
I must say that I'm very proud of what you have become today. Though things did not go your way, you pressed on for your dreams. Its pretty difficult to find people who are like you these days. What I want to say is, you have achieved a lot of things albeit that some of the things are tangible while some others are'nt. I look up to you because looking at myself, I'm nowhere close to what you are now. Heads up ey, you will make it one day. You will meet your expectations. For your own sake, please keep up with what you're doing and the way you approach life. The values you hold for yourself will bring you far. And one more thing, my hope remains the same as it is about 3 years ago, that you'll believe in love some day. Some day. Some day you'll find the person you've been looking for and that you end up well being with him.
That's all for you, old friend.
P.S: Was a little happy when you actually mentioned something that gave me the message that you actually had not forgotten about me. Unless I'm not one of the 2 that you mentioned.
12:11 pm
I know you confirm not talking about me. So, who are you referring to? Tell me on MSN (or I'll tickle till you do).
But knowing you, I think it's a girl you're referring to; since when Syamil talks about boys? top
12:03 am
Haha...damn right. Which other gal is der? U know one la...from css. top
12:09 am
Commonwealth?
What if I say I don't know her? Hmm... or maybe I've seen her once or twice before. But then again, never mind - there's always Friendster to double check with.
Now why are you looking at me with that kinda look? That's the purpose of such websites, right? To make friends, AND CONFIRM SUSPICIONS! Hahaha. :D top
3:14 am
Hey old friend... this is one of the few times i've been here since you changed your blog.
I am thoroughly surprised that you actually found my other blog (may I ask, how??), and yes, you were one of the 2 i was referring to.
but anw... thanks alot sya. for still caring and for rmbering me too. i hope from that particular post in that particular blog, you could see that i never meant to hurt you then.
hope everything's moving along fine with you too, and good luck with Erika. ;) top
12:43 am
OMG!!! Seriously can't believe u actually read this N. LOL. Anyway, I typed h___n___e in yahoo search engine intending to reach your normal blog. But then among the first few I noticed the blog tt I dun rmb u mentioning so I juz clicked. Ya, in short I found it by accident.
I guess I was way too young or immature to understand and see things then. Looking back I find it kinda foolish of me to have acted that way. Oh wells.
And by the way, I've nothing to do with erika lei...she's juz er..a 'random' girl? I've been to west mall swensen's on 2 occasions in which I saw her coincidentally on both occasions. Attraction was all there is. Haha. Anyway, love life kinda bleak now. Been occupied with sch stuff too.
Anyway, I'm curious, how did u get here? Through Yi Ting's blog? :D top
9:53 pm
yup, yiting's blog. =) top