Woke up this morning and went to Amoy Quee camp for CLT course briefing....took the mrt but had to stop at jurong east cuz I realised, if i were to take mrt all the way, I'm gonna be late....so was forced to flag a cab but was still late... but not so bad....haiz...


Pretty unucky day today...haha...firstly, obviously I was late but escaped detection for some reason so didn't really kena...the problem was...I was not appropiately attired...wore polo t and shorts and sandals...


Whenever in any army camp....WEAR AT LEAST LONG PANTS AN SHOES AND TUCK IN!!!!....


I was like uh-oh...i'm gonna get screwed...yeah..and everyone was like looking at me lo...thinking...how in hell did this guy can go into camp??!! Alamak....paiseh sia...lucky never kena..nut i think kena marked....anway...saw clement,najibul and winston...all going for the same course so ya...not so lonely if i'm going....made 2 new friends today....new friend 1. Doo Foo...err..hope I spelt tt correctly...new friend 2. Bah Van...hope tt's not wrong too...and then went to MPH to take attendance..then this SAF Officer asked me about attire...luckly they are nice...let me off...but dunno la...mayb they blacklist me already....sian...hahaz...


And then guess what? I'm in Platoon 1. The Commanding Officer is the guy who spotted me in my too casual attire...how suay can I be??!!! Sad case...oh yar...his name is 2LT Ye Jingwei..then got two more SAF officers...2LT Zulfarhan and 2LT Firdaus....actaully they doing NS lo...so currently I think they're attached to NCC...


Throughout the briefing....stressed like wanna shit already seh...ya la...inappropiate uniform what...just wanted to get out of camp....so after the briefing, went to Causeway Point to eat with the guys...kinda impromptu...got to know more new things and yeah...looking forward to goin for the course....


but...


The course clashed with poly's orientation programme!!! Wah seh....how??!! need to do something lo...obviously have to strike ome balance....shit manz....why suddenly all happen in the same week? arghh!!! Too bad la...have to bring in my managemnet skills...


The poly package that they sent through mail..is really scary...headache sia...a lot of things to look into...feel like enrolling into some uni...its like you have to be independent and proactive lo...its like situational exercises....if you sit there and wait for things to happen go poly sure cannot make it...want to go in also you might not be able to....


Got this form la....that form la...go this website la...collect this la....register that la...so many things...if go JC, wah....shake leg....all these admin stuff no need to really care....but I think its good la...you know...get to have a taste of being self-relient and not just follow through....things these days are forcing me to think, decide and execute....can't pay much attention to emotions and have to be firm and be rational....


Anway, read Tuck Wen's blog earlier about hockey...won't say much la..but...hockey is a TEAM game....one person slogging to make the team become better is NEVER possible....in fact, even if only one teammate is slacking, its going to bring the whole team down no matter how much effort the rest of the team put in...that is the nature of a team sport...everyone matters...what I'm trying to point out is..which you guys would most probably know already...is that, when a team wins a game...it doesn't mean, YOU'RE good...it's the TEAM that's good...when a team loses, it doesn't necessarily mean, YOU'RE lousy.... the results obtained reflects the TEAM....of course sometimes people make huge mistakes but hey, is it solely that player's fault? Personally, I don't think so. Every individual player's performance is the TEAM's responsibility....plus of course his or her own responsibility....the main point is...even if you have the best striker or goalkeeper or any other position for that matter, but if the rest doesn't click with you be it in terms of communication, style of play or what so ever, the team will crumble...the thing is, hardwork is not the only factor in winning games...hardwork alone does not determine a win but yet it is a requisite. Scorelines reflect the team's performance but not the individual player.


Song time!!! Haha....this time it will be a song by Michael learns to rock..


[thats Why you go away]



Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion

I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know


Hahaz..nice classic song...i think the older love songs are more powerful..somehow, they're able to bring out the emotions and all...unlike modern days..the love songs...after a while will spoil...like bread...lemau...


Aisay man....forget to talk about the taxi driver la...the one who drove me to Amoy Quee...i'll just summarise whatever I can remember la...in point form...


1. Talk about education.
2. Talk about his children and educaion
3. Talk about society( girls and guys relationship...BGR things..)
4. Talk about ang mohs

So ya...basically that's it...


Syamil signing outz...