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Don't feel like blogging lately for fear that people might 'play' with me again. Anyway, things have been happening lately. I don't really feel anything. Crap...cant form my sentences properly....oh well..I'll just start...

I went JP recently and met Mdm Rahayu. Pretty like she had been before only that she has gone fat..oops..I mean she's pregnant. And yeah..I'm taller than her? Muahaha....and she still remembers me well...how nice...

Mdm Ros was tipped off regarding me reading my textbooks as a study method for Geography. I was taken aback because well..I don't know...anyway, that method works for me...that aside, she went on saying that she was told by her secret agent that I was stronger in Human geog compared to Physical Geog. That is sort off wrong because the reason why my Geography grade is sliding is due to the Human Geog component...whatever it is, she wants me to study my 3 topics that I've selected from Physical Geog and 1 from Human Geog. Arghh...so much work..and deadline is next week. I'm screwed big time. Another person going hot on my heels.

It was NCC Day yesterday or SAF Day for that matter. I felt anxious during the assembly even though I'm not involved. Perhaps I was afraid that they might just cock up. Relatively they did quite well...the mistakes are not apparent I think. Well, it could have been worst. But seriously I was very restless throughout the whole thing. The dismissal of the NCC cadets finally gave me a sense of relief. Anyway, Nick..your command was kinda clear..tt's good but you dragged it for too long. then when I look at TL reading the message, his hand was trembling but funnily, it was not congruent to his voice. His voice was steady and articualtion was fantastic. The rest of the company did well too. When taking the NCC pledge, you all did it with a unanimous voice and seriously it was quite loud. During the small ceremony, I could sense the awe in the audience, listening to every word that was conquering the air waves. There was a kind of respectable silence that swept across the whole parade square. I'm proud of you guys...

Read an article on BH yesterday evening. Submitted by a person I know. It was pretty good and it gives me a clearer picture of her family. And somehow this reflects something pertaining to Islam. She is married to a Chinese and a year back, her husband passed away. When they got married, the husband converted to a Muslim. And through the article she went on to write her feelings and thoughts about the whole thing. I didnt' really thought that it would affect her that badly but I guess...true love causes heart wrenching pain. Anyway, before her husband went to the other world, he managed to hand down this particular set of words to his children. It means a lot, to me, and definitley I agree with him.

He said this,

"You can marry whoever you want, whichever race, but they must be a Muslim."

That sentence being spoken by a converted Muslim, showed how much faith he has in that religion. And how he was really affected by it. It tells me that Islam has showed him something beautiful and that he has a very good impression of it to the extent he wants his children to be married to a Muslim no matter what. To me, for a "new"( I don't know what's the best term to use) Muslim to say something like that, is pretty wonderful. Many people has a lot of misconceptions regarding Islam. It seems Islam is tedious and troublesome and violent and bla bla bla...well, as far as my knowledged goes..they are totally the opposite. We are not allowed to eat pork and its likes for a good reason. Health reasons that is. Islam is practical. Its beliefs are as such so that it serves the humankind. If you are one of those who misjudged the Muslims for some other bad image, think again. What you see may not be the truth. Seeing is believing doest not apply here. I can assure you a 100% that Islam is not as bad as what you think. Its not bad at all...

Anyway, focusing more towards the sentence itself, I feel that it is very apt. And yeah, I agree with him whole heartedly. I also heard that he didn't agree with engagements. He didn't had one himself. I agree with that too... I don't see engagemnets serving to any proper and essential purpose. If you want to egt amrried with someone, grab his/her heart and go straight to ROM. For me, I'd do away with those engagement stuff...its not even "compulsory"...

Some things to say, not related to anything above:

I feel so blessed. After it happened you came to break my fall. Thanks a lot.

I'm sorry too because in my mind I had the idea of "using" you. I feel guilty for that. Your entry was a safety net.

You mean so little to me now. Complete hostility. I feel so dissapointed in you. You're not as good as I thought you would be.*Shakes head*

You told me that everyone wants to help me but you know what I feel, everyone is out to get me. How ironic can things get?

Your presence puts me in discomfort. Sometimes it even irks me to see you. Solution. Don't see you.

As of now, I have to be careful of what I say to you....you're kinda cunning? "THANKS" for being my friend.

Such vital info and you kept it from me. If I didn't ask no one is going to tell me right? What the hell do you think you people are doing back there??!!!!!!!!!

Note: The sentences are directed to different people.

Thats it.

::: Love. Sometimes you can hear it in a question :::

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