Something happening behind me in my shadows? Nevermind. I don't like to make a judgement too quick. It's getting more lucid by the day. Anyway, I'll trust you guys that you are doing it just because you want to protect me. Or whatever. I'll just wait for that freaking moment. Of course even if there is going to be such a moment.

It seems the most dreaded thing is going to happen... lo and behold...I've a gut feeling I'm going to taste it sooner than I thought it was. Can't you wait till I scram? Hahaz...I have that feeling of losing something again...or rather for now its someone...????

If what I really think is reality, then the fact that I've been blocked away from facing the truth is not doing me any good. Anywayz, I've got some vague pieces of it...kind of able to see the picture already...nevermind..I'll wait for the official thing to happen...

Feeling really fucked up these days and my mouth has not really gone back to norm yet..Why the fuck is it taking so long? Nevermind...at least I can eat..should be thankful...

What the hell...

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