I'm officially 21 now. For the first time in the past 2 decades of my life, I'm actually reflecting on what I've become up till now as a person. And also what's my plan for the future.

As of recent, a lot of these reflections suddenly become much clearer. Much more real. It is as though it is unbelievable. Sometimes, I just feel this is going to fast. Now is already almost quarter of 2010. Soon enough, it'll be my 1 yr in NS. A year later, I will ORD/ROD(hopefully). Followed by the continuation of my studies. And then, I'm already out into the working world fully. Get a job. Support my family before creating a new family myself. Haha.

I guess what makes me realize all these are my surroundings.
I can see my parents ageing getting more prominent.
I can see my siblings graduating from their schools.
I can see the need for me to contribute to the family income in the very near future and so on so forth.

There is definitely a dire need for me to step up my game. Looking back at the past few years, I've been venturing to new grounds, some good and others not so good. I guess it is time for me to re-calibrate and carry on my life on more concrete grounds.

There are changes about myself that I wish to do. And my wish for this year are for all these changes to maintain throughout. Its all back to basics the way I look at it. To put it broadly, I will work on

1. my health
2. an all-time, continuous education
3. financial stability and
4. my spiritual being.

I'm sure its going to be tough but I guess I have to eventually start somewhere. And why not now, on my 21st birthday.

And so this sums up my thoughts on my 21st birthday. No big hoo ha party. Just me and my ideas. God will whatever I dream for will come to realization.

It's time! Let's go! :)