Lovey-dovey
0628. That was the time I saw when I woke up. Startled, I jumpd out of bed and already planned to get out of the house in 15 mins time. Surprisingly, I wasn't that kan chiong and that allowed me to get things into place. I was late for school but not that bad la. Perhaps about 10-15 mins?
Anyway, I got another surprise when I entered class. I got back my NetFund Quiz marks and scored 9/10. Wohoo. Nevertheless, I know myself that I wasn't that confident of my answers so there's still work needed to be done.
Lesson ended an hour later. Slacked at the library watching Discovery channel. It was so comfortable that we decided to skip the rest of the day's lectures. Imagine skipping lessons during the week before term tests. LOL.
Circumcision was the main highlight throughout our stay there. It was a documentary on circumcision in Malaysia. I just got to realise how the guys feel about it. I mean those who don't have to go through it. Even though I told them, anesthetic would be given to ease the pain, my friends still think its kinda scary. Hahaz... Well, been there done that. And looking back at it, its not that bad afterall. We had fun watching because the guy in the documentary was scaring the young boys away saying stuff like using chainsaws and that if you go clinic they would use hammer instead. LOL.
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I don't understand why I've come to such a point or rather a state. A state whereby my feelings for this certain group of people are being very fluid. I've come to question myself. Can love be shared? It is a condition I've never thought of having to deal with. Its very weird and at times worrying. Worrying because there seems to be a 'playboy' element in the issue. To make it simple, I'll rest on the following as to what is happening.
My heart is not able to decide and stay on someone.
Nevertheless, its not yet that complicated to sound the red alert. So I guess its still fine. Anyway, I've already promised to myself that this won't be my area of focus for the time being.
Still on the topic, I didn't manage to see her today. And I guess the time I saw her last Monday is the 'finale' for this year. Because this week is my last week of school. Hopefully still can see her next year. Because it lightens up the mood a bit. At least won't feel so sian in school. :)
Just to keep things straight, I'm not having serious feelings for anyone as of now. Though I still remember the past occasionally. I realized I've no choice but to live with it.
In tribute to no.5, a white rose.
Anyway, I got another surprise when I entered class. I got back my NetFund Quiz marks and scored 9/10. Wohoo. Nevertheless, I know myself that I wasn't that confident of my answers so there's still work needed to be done.
Lesson ended an hour later. Slacked at the library watching Discovery channel. It was so comfortable that we decided to skip the rest of the day's lectures. Imagine skipping lessons during the week before term tests. LOL.
Circumcision was the main highlight throughout our stay there. It was a documentary on circumcision in Malaysia. I just got to realise how the guys feel about it. I mean those who don't have to go through it. Even though I told them, anesthetic would be given to ease the pain, my friends still think its kinda scary. Hahaz... Well, been there done that. And looking back at it, its not that bad afterall. We had fun watching because the guy in the documentary was scaring the young boys away saying stuff like using chainsaws and that if you go clinic they would use hammer instead. LOL.
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I don't understand why I've come to such a point or rather a state. A state whereby my feelings for this certain group of people are being very fluid. I've come to question myself. Can love be shared? It is a condition I've never thought of having to deal with. Its very weird and at times worrying. Worrying because there seems to be a 'playboy' element in the issue. To make it simple, I'll rest on the following as to what is happening.
My heart is not able to decide and stay on someone.
Nevertheless, its not yet that complicated to sound the red alert. So I guess its still fine. Anyway, I've already promised to myself that this won't be my area of focus for the time being.
Still on the topic, I didn't manage to see her today. And I guess the time I saw her last Monday is the 'finale' for this year. Because this week is my last week of school. Hopefully still can see her next year. Because it lightens up the mood a bit. At least won't feel so sian in school. :)
Just to keep things straight, I'm not having serious feelings for anyone as of now. Though I still remember the past occasionally. I realized I've no choice but to live with it.
In tribute to no.5, a white rose.
