All 4 games had come to an end.

1 win.
2 draws.
1 loss.

That results in us TP getting 3rd placing. Well, 3rd out of 5 schools. Nothing much to be proud of.

But for me, there are things to be proud of. Personal achievements. Did played it cool for most of the time. Nevertheless, I think I still need to brush up on my basic skills like trapping the ball dead, hitting and so on.

Picked up meaningful stuff here and there. I'll just summarise them into points.

- Pressure. Give it to people(in competition context) and when you receive some, fling it away. I've come to realize that the only pressure there is, is from yourself. Whatever pressure you receive from others has to come through you. And then comes 2 choices: 1) Push it aside. 2)Convert them into pressure for yourself. And subconciously most of the time, people will tend to follow the latter.


- Anger won't help you. Infact its detrimental to you and in this case, the team. Oh well, what's done is done. I don't disagree with the coach's decision.


- Remain optimistic. That's what W told me. As a forward, be optimistic. Quoting from him,"You have to think that everything is beautiful. You have to think that the ball will always come to you and therefore be ready for the passes."


I am looking forward to next season. Till then its time for me to properly build up my fitness and skills. We'll come back stronger. And I think the team needs to put in more commitment in the team through out. I think we are lacking in that and that's why we are not that comfortable playing with each other.


Hopefully, we can make it to champions next year. Because only the champions matter.

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With all the hockey frenzy over, its time to go back to studies. And I think I'm in deep shit. Missed a lot on lessons. And term tests are like just few weeks away? I better get my ass up and running.


Why do Gs come and go? Like...haiz...maybe I'm just not fully ready afterall. I guess I'll just stand at the sidelines and see others play. I must say recently I felt like hopping in but then circumstances are pulling me away.

Cock up.
Damn cock up.




A piece of good news for me. According to recent self-analysis, I'm gaining more confidence hence being more decisive.

I'm cool. :)


When will I see your face again?
By Jamie Scott and The Town.