Fortunately, we still won the game. By a damn close margin that is. 1-0.


I am damn disappointed with myself. 2 chances at goal but didn't put it in. Damn...haiz...duno la...wanna get angry also, no point. Wanna be emo, worse. The best thing to do now I suppose is to just think of the matches that are coming and be stronger. And definitely more confident.


I have the feeling that the rest are also disappointed with me la...feeling kinda guilty. There are just so many should have(s).


I was put to forward line by the way. I was kinda unprepared for that because I am usually put at midfield. But after today, I think I can contribute more when I'm playing striker. Well, that's how I feel.


Was really pissed off la...really. It hurts more inside me as compared to the grazed knee that I got. Haiz...


All I ask for now is that I'm given more chances to play forward and that I score goals. I know I'm not talented. Neither am I that intelligent in the game. But what I know is I can give my utmost effort.



Chances. I don't know if I still have them.