At a crossroad. Again.
HQ or TP?
NCC or Hockey?
2 choices.
2 gut feelings.
2 desires.
But only 1 decision.
FUCK. By far this is one of the worse choices I've to make. How I wish "2 me" exists.
I've made up my mind actually. Though I really, really feel heavy-hearted. I'll go for SSC at HQ, and I would like to emphasize again, with a heavy heart.
I know I have to go for SSC. Because I haven't been to one yet although I'm already SCLT. And further more, I have to be there to monitor the CSS NCC guys. You can say its my responsibility to be there. And also of course, not forgetting my friends who will be there. Its a time for us to catch up with each other and enjoy ourselves.
But...
also, I haven't been to a hockey camp before. What more with TP's hockey team. And also I haven't overnight at TP before. It's also an opportunity to bond with my teammates and also the girls team(hehes :) ). I heard that there'll be night walk. A guy with a girl partner. Hmm...sounds nice and attractive. LOL. But sadly, its an opportunity I have to miss. Haiz... I'll miss the camp. The people. Haiz...why must it end up like this???
I'M TRULY SORRY if I can't make it la. Because, somehow it is still not confirmed whether I'm selected to be in SSC camp or not.
Another thing I'm afraid of is that going to SSC will only waste my time or make me feel less happy. Well you know how cock up it can be. I just hope nothing bad will happen during the camp. Haiz...
Is it worth my sacrifice?
NCC or Hockey?
2 choices.
2 gut feelings.
2 desires.
But only 1 decision.
FUCK. By far this is one of the worse choices I've to make. How I wish "2 me" exists.
I've made up my mind actually. Though I really, really feel heavy-hearted. I'll go for SSC at HQ, and I would like to emphasize again, with a heavy heart.
I know I have to go for SSC. Because I haven't been to one yet although I'm already SCLT. And further more, I have to be there to monitor the CSS NCC guys. You can say its my responsibility to be there. And also of course, not forgetting my friends who will be there. Its a time for us to catch up with each other and enjoy ourselves.
But...
also, I haven't been to a hockey camp before. What more with TP's hockey team. And also I haven't overnight at TP before. It's also an opportunity to bond with my teammates and also the girls team(hehes :) ). I heard that there'll be night walk. A guy with a girl partner. Hmm...sounds nice and attractive. LOL. But sadly, its an opportunity I have to miss. Haiz... I'll miss the camp. The people. Haiz...why must it end up like this???
I'M TRULY SORRY if I can't make it la. Because, somehow it is still not confirmed whether I'm selected to be in SSC camp or not.
Another thing I'm afraid of is that going to SSC will only waste my time or make me feel less happy. Well you know how cock up it can be. I just hope nothing bad will happen during the camp. Haiz...
Is it worth my sacrifice?