Watched the last episode of hikmah(wisdom). I must say it is really a good drama series.


Too keep things short, the story revoloves around a love affair which faced heavy and cruel oppositions and conditions but ended with everyone being enlightened with the happy stuff add-ons.


I was at a very loss state today after the Maths test. I couldn't believe that I couldn't do it. After all those exercises that I had done. After all those stuff that I took the trouble to understand. Yet, it has to conclude to this. Maybe its because I slacked my efforts as today approached. Maybe the effort I put in was just not enough. I don't know.


What I do know is that I really felt very lousy at the end of the day. And its been a while since I felt in such a way. This is only the first test for this period and I'm already on the wrong footing. Sometimes I just feel I suck big time. I had the I-lost-everything-and-what-am-I-doing-in-this-world-for feeling. Sigh...


Was searching for the word hikmah in english when I came across this article. Somehow, whatever I want to say before is reflected upon this. Its generally about how you face people with different opinions. And it make me more certain of my believes. I encourage you to read it. Ignore the Islamic stuff if you want to, but I assure you that there are some key points in which human relations can be improved.


I've got a problem.



And the answer is: Perseverance